Never in my life have I felt this way
So detached from the world, but present in every moment
And never have I felt accompanied in my loneliness
But I do now, and it feels like complete emptiness
So detached I have never felt
I’m present in every moment, but my mind just wonders
And I have never experienced doubt and hope in the same
I do now, and an echo fills me up when they call my name
Never in my life I will feel this way
A desire to change the world and fear that it might change me
Never again I will feel strength in my vulnerability
I do now, and it’s like walking with open eyes through obscurity
So detached I will never feel again
People stand around me, but I can’t feel their presence
And I will never feel so much fear in this infiniteness
I do now, a never-ending period of uneasiness
