The Things I Couldn't Say...[Editing]

Turn of Events

Hana's P. O. V.
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I was pacing back in forth in my room. I tried a million times to figure something out. But no matter how many times I thought about it, there was only way to keep Jungkook safe from my mom. I had to break up with him and go to China. It was painful just thinking about it. I pulled out my phone and called Jungkook.

It rung for a few seconds and then he answered. "Don't you know how early in the morning it is?" Jungkook said with a small laugh.

"I'm sorry, but we really need to talk," I said. 'What a way to hint at a breakup.' I thought to myself.

"It doesn't sound like something good. Let's meet at the park."

After Jungkook suggested that, we hung up. I was extremely nervous. I didn't want to break up with Jungkook. We were so happy together. But the only way to protect him was to break up with him. I refused to let my mom do anything to Jungkook.

I grabbed my bag and made my way out to the park. When I got there, Jungkook was already waiting for me. I bit my lip as I walked towards him. He smiled at me and took my hand. "What do you wanna talk about?" Jungkook asked.

How was I supposed to break up with him? Do I just say it? I took a deep breath to calm myself. "I never thought I was would be saying this," I said looking up at Jungkook, "Let's break up."

Jungkook looked at me for a minute. I couldn't tell what the expression on his face meant. "What?" Jungkook asked.

I could feel tears start to escape, but I blinked them back. "I want to break up with you," I said. My voice cracked a little.

"Why is that?" Jungkook questioned, "You can't just want to break up for no reason."

I couldn't tell him the actual reason. If he knew why he would try and do something and that'll put him in danger. I had to make up a lie. "I don't want to be with you anymore...," I lied, "I can't do this any longer."

Jungkook was silent again. I saw his eyes water a little bit. I could tell he was hurt by this, but I had to do this. I couldn't stay here with him anymore. If I stayed, I knew I would tell him everything. "I'll go now," I said turning around to leave.

Suddenly, Jungkook grabbed my arm. I looked up at him in shock. "Why are you doing this? I just told you how I felt and you want to leave me now?"

The only way for this to end was for me to be harsh. I didn't want to do it, but I had to. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second. "I don't care about your feelings. What made you think that?" I said, "It's plain and simple, I don't want to see you anymore."

I shook my arm out of his hand and quickly walked away. I didn't turn back or anything. The further away I got from him, the more empty my heart felt. I couldn't believe I so cruelly broke up with him like that. I went to a coffee shop so I could stop and call my mom. I pulled out my phone and dialed her number.

It rang for a few seconds and then she picked up. "Are calling back to accept my offer?" She asked.

"Yes. Now will you leave Jungkook alone?"

"Of course that's what we agreed. Now prepare to go to China next week." She hung up on me after saying that.

I sighed heavily as I sat down at a table. I covered my face with my hands so no one could see me crying. I felt terrible. I broke up with Jungkook before I could even tell him that I loved him back. It was my first time feeling this way. Just like Jungkook was my first boyfriend, it was my first time breaking up with someone too.

"Hana, is that you?" I heard a familiar voice ask.

I looked up and saw Surani. I quickly wiped my tears away. "H-Hey Surani," I said, "Great seeing you again."