Aki Live! (Yuri on Ice Fanfiction)

Us with the World

Naomi was drivibg me insane, and not in the good way. She would make me eat, which wasn't that bad. But I started vomiting, and the moment I was done gaggibg up stomache acid she would bring me downstairs to force a whole plate of food into my sore intestines.

My friend had come to visit one day, by her own doing. I was out the majority of the day with her, to come back to find Naomi had gone through all my clothes and took away what she deemed unacceptable. I was stuck with skinny jeans, and blouses I didn't even know I had. For exercise I was limited to yoga pants and muscle shirts. For ubderwear she told away all my boy shorts, and boxers, and somehow got me bras that weren't sport bras. Let's say you would fibd me in pajama pants and a shirt I stole from Yuri. Naomi even took my thick framed glasses, so I was stuck with my thinner, more feminine, framed ones. I woke up one morning to see she had done my hair in my sleep.

She started accompanying me on my midnight skaring trips. I felt bad for her losing sleep, so I switched them to day. I talked to Victor and he was fine with me being there when they were practicing, as long as I didn't prepousfully distract Yuri. But as she was there, she was trying to coach me. I was thwre trying to have fun, and she was telling me what to change, and I was being to speratic. I wanted to tell her off, but I couldn't bring myself to do so.

I honestly had thought about it the night after Naomi showed up, and I wanted to start skating conpeteively again. I could inspire people the same way Yuri dose. But the way she wants me to skate isn't me. It was soneone programmed to win. Just doing what is told. Not living it, not feeling it, just doing it. I couldn't do that again. That's what drive me to wabt to kill myself. Not being myself.

This is why I'm on the roof, as my family and friends ran out trying to find me. Yuri and I found a way to get up here when we were younger, and it only got easier as we got older and more fit. "I wasn't expecting to find you here," my brother said, crawling on the roof over to me.

"Is she up there?" the Russian accented voice of Victor called from the ground.

"Yeah," he called down, "You can comw up if you want, just be careful, its a bit slippery."

"If you two are going to make out, I'll leave," I teased my brother befire Victor could get up here. Yuri just slapped my shoulder and glared at me. "Come on, on the roof, under the stars, its the perfect closest make out place. Let's bot mention if you take three steps that way you can see naked old men in the hotel spring." Yuri pushed me as I laighed. It felr right beibf up there with him. Like we were kids hidibf from doing chores again.

"The view is amazing!" Victor decorated, lookibg out over the view of Hasetsu duribg the night.

"Get down, you'll fall," Yuri told him, tugging him down. Mama Yuri for ya.

"Can I intrest you in some old soda?" I asked, holding up a can of Sprite I his up here for us to snack on when we were younger.

"Eww," Yuri complained, "You brought these up here ten heads ago." I shrugged at the truth, can cracked it open. I took a sip. It was perfectly fine, but the two guys looked at me in digust.

"So, what brings up two up here?" I asked, "Hiding from life too?" I asked, leaning back against the roof. I stared up at the stars, hunting down all the constellations I knew.

"I came looking for you," My brother told me.

"I wanted to see Yuri's secret place," Victor declared. I sighed in happiness, cause my ship.

"Spill," Yuri said, summoning seriously, overprotective, worried, big brother Yuri. He was speaking in Japanese, so we didn't need to worry about Victor understanding what we were saying."I know you want to skate, so why are you still so agaonst it?" Of cousre he was the only one who knew what I was thinking. Well particially.