The Love Experiement

Obstacle Course

I've been running from it

God constantly reminding me...You promised me child

Only showing my inconsistency

be mindful of whatcha write, the Prophet said

all these words keep going thru my head

You promised me child

All I ask for, all I seek....

Dear God are you listening to me

it hurts to breathe

it aches to hear my heartbeat

Yet I smile thru it

Life is better

I can do it

Damn I want to press pause

take a step back from it all

cover my head with the covers

arise in a different place

I'm finding its all in the choices you make

little seeds you plant in hopes of some greenery

yet some seeds you water only produce weeds

I've got to do some gardening

If the clean ups were as easy as the mess ups

and the breakups as easy as the massive infatuations

Is it love, is it a friend, is it a frienemy I once loved now I can't go back again

it becomes a to do list

a daily hit and miss

a game of dodgeball

damn life is easy when I keep my track shoes on

So I ain't falling

I'm loving this rocky road, my life mountain

cause we are all a production of our own seed

be mindful of the sows of your deeds

it only takes a yes or no

determining the next opened or closed door

you must eat of your own production

God does give you time to change your direction

seek the map MAKER, not the map....

cause once you close one door....

sometimes dear child you can never go back

You promised me....