The Love Experiement

Destination

i was the only car on the highway

we agreed to meet at ten

i called just to make sure

you stated you would call me right back

something in my spirit stated to go back

yet i kept on going

I'd arrived setting up, preparing to talk on our next move

I was a bit early, but it made me sick having to wait for you

I called a friend to debate my issues

only to have her agree and say, “Honey it’s on you.”

i packed silently, not even calling to let you know I was leaving

I needed a good plan to get outta this mess

doing it With you was not going to give me rest

it was nearing 10:05 when I walked outside

I was praying to God I wouldn't run into you given the time

I seemed to be driving slower going home

lost in thought...asking God what I was to do

I got home feeling so down and blue

i began pacing the halls, making calls

seeing what plans I could make, if any at all

hours passed and it was nearing another day

I couldn't awaken things being the same

my instincts pushed me to my car

one side of me said to just take a drive

while the other said it was time to fight

i drove directly to you...

saying a prayer to be delivered

it phased me not that you weren't there

it made it easier to stake my claim

not have to argue and fight like we'd done so many times before

leaving my keys and locking myself out your door

the adrenaline rush was such a relief

i immediately began feeling new

this was my day one of forgetting you

it took you two days to realize what had happened

further telling me i was never in your forefront

a simple text of where the hell i was at

Lawd can I have my importance

this ain't the way to work thru anything

i pick up the phone and call you

tell you what i was about to do

how i wasn't coming back to yo front door

telling you not to call me no mor

what happened you ask

my response

man...you decided to text