where the wallflowers hide. ✿

goodbye ✽

i'm tired

i'm hurt 

i'm empty 

i've lost this war

it's my fault...that I couldn't stop this

i couldn't stop myself from hating me

from feeling these things that crawl up from my scars into my mind 

you don't understand, I know you want me to get better

but I don't

i can't be fixed, the flower that once blossomed throughout my soul is dead

it died a long time ago

i just pretended to be happy

for a moment I even tricked myself 

goodbye, it's my time to go 

(jlg)