You are not a robot.
It's okay to fail, it's okay to take a rest.
It's totally fine to feel lost. It's okay to feel lazy to do anything.
It's alright to stay in place for awhile watching the world without any interactions.
It's okay to feel worthless, it's okay to feel down.
It's okay to stop talking to anyone for awhile.These are things that would push you go further when you are back.