The Fear of Loving You

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"It was the first day of my freshmen year when I meet him, his Stone Cold blue eyes viciously stared at me. I didn't know what to do except for stare into it, my body felt strange as, the sound of my heart beated faster and faster each second I glared into his eyes".

"I didn't really know what was happening to my body, or why I felt this way but every time that I looked into his cold blue eyes. I felt the excitement, but also fear right in front of me. It brought pain and suffering of unwanted memories flowing through my vein like my body was going mad I didn't know whether to be happy or scared all I knew was that the feelings we're unbearable, too hard to contain an a bottle trap wanting to be free I didn't want those feelings back, but I also couldn't stop looking at him".

"suddenly a smirk appear on his face as if it was looking right through my soul looking at my dark and unwanted feelings I couldn't stand it anymore, how could he possibly understand my feelings while he's surrounded by all those girls, he's just a Player,I'm just a person hiding from his past, but why tell me why do every time I looked into his eyes made my body shiver and instance what is wrong with me i asked over and over in my head suddenly my name was called".

"suddenly a smirk appear on his face as if it was looking right through my soul looking at my dark and unwanted feelings I couldn't stand it anymore, how could he possibly understand my feelings while he's surrounded by all those girls, he's just ...

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                            *"HISOKA".
        *"HISOKA".
                                  *"HISOKA".

      *"HISOKA DO YOU HEAR ME".

*"Hisoka, world to hisoka are you in there".

*"Oh am sorry riko I wasn't listening".

*"I can see that so what were you thinking about hisoka🤔".

*"thinking about😑".

"suddenly my heart begins to beat faster again I couldn't tell what expression I was making on my face and why".

*"Hey hisoka your face is turning red".

*"(huh) red I don't think so, why would my face be turning red😓".

*"I don't know I should be asking you(lol)".

*"😣Alright lets change subject what were you saying before I dozed off ".

*"right I was saying that ryou looks so hot😍😍".

*"ryou?😞".

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