A Knot (COMPLETED)

Chapter 35

Divya's pov

Tarun hates me...my Tarun hates me. He freaking hates me!

I think I did everything to deserve his hate.. After all I killed his sister who was his only true family. I know from now on he'll hate me a lot.. But I think it was better to say it to him now than later on.

"I'm so sorry Tarun.." I said and got up from the floor

I went to our room but it was locked so I went to another room.. I guess now Tarun hates me forever. I know I did wrong.

Flashback

"Dr.Divya.. We need someone to do the surgery of IAS Varsha" the receptionist said.... "But there are no doctors awake" I said

"That means you only have to do this" she said.

Varsha Di was breathing when we took her in the surgery theatre..

"No..no..no" I said as the suction did not work.. She wasn't alive anymore..

The surgery wasn't successful, she died in between the surgery only.

"I killed her.. No..no..no!" I said and ran out of the hospital.

Flashback over.....

Till today that guilt killed me... Then I got to know she was Tarun's big sister.. I felt all the more guilty. I went to my phone and opened a photo of me and Varsha Di.

She was such a nice person and was always smiling. I liked her very much. But I killed her.

"I'm so sorry Varsha Di...because of me you are dead today.. I'm really sorry, Tarun has all the rights to hate me.. He should hate me. I deserve this hate!" I said crying

"No you don't" I heard Tarun's voice as he kept his hand on my shoulder.

"Ta..*sob*..Tarun?" I asked in a teary voice

"Divya, That day you tried to save Varsha Di.. But looks like her life was only that much. I cannot be angry with you because you didn't kill her.. You wanted to save her but failed. We should actually be proud of her because she gave her life to save our motherland" he said

"Yes you are right Tarun...we should really be very proud of her and all those who have sacrificed their lives to save our bharath mata" I said and wiped my tears.

Tarun hugged me tightly. "I don't know why you thought I would've hated you...if you hadn't told me this then I would have definitely hated you. But now that you said me the truth. I live you very much Divya" he said making my heart melt.

"I love you too Tarun.. I love you too very much, I really thought you would leave me after listening to me" I said

"Never will I ever leave you" he said.

I'm so happy now.. It feels all so nice, I have no worries now.

Wait.. Except for Sthuthi and Ma slapped me. Remembering that I broke the hug and moved away. I looked the other side but Tarun again came near me and lifted my chin with his forefinger

"What happened Divya?" He asked me

"If it's about me saying I hate you, that time.. Then I'm really sorry Divya.. I said that in anger, I can never hate you sweetie" he said

"No Tarun.. Its not about that... " I said

"Then?" he asked me

"It's about Ma and Sthuthi " I said

"What happened?" he asked

"After you said me that you thought I slept with Dhruv that time I was very sad.. I didn't have anywhere to go so I went to Sthuthi's house.. I told her the whole story, but she slapped me, Ma was also there even she slapped me saying that I should cone back to you.." I said

"What?!" he asked

"Yes...she said me many things.. So I insulted her, saying she abused me as a child" I said

"I hurt her Tarun!" I said and started crying again

'why does this mad girl think everything is her mistake only ya?' Tarun thought, but hugged Divya to console her

"Its not your mistake baby.. Don't cry please" he said her

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Hey guys!! I don't know how many words this chap was because apparently it's not showing in my mobile.. I tried to write other books and even in that its not showing word count.

Does anyone have a solution to this? Anyways how's the chappie?

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I hope it was nice because I wrote it morning and in morning I act really dumb and weird.. Just like Divya 😜😜.

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