Strength || KNJ ✔️ [editing]

Chapter 8

Haneul's P.O.V

"Sorry Imo, I can't go." - I said through the phone, while walking up the stairs to the staffs room.

"But Haneul, didn't you have fun meeting your other cousins the other time?" - she asked.

"Nope. None of the cousins talk to me. Only Siho and Hoonji talked to me. Where's the fun?" - I asked.

"Haneul, it's family time. Don't you wanna meet your other aunts and uncles?"

"I'd love to, but Imo, I'm working, so please. I can't ditch it, however I like." - I said, and she sighed.

"I know. I hope one day you can join us." - she said.

"I will. Have fun, Imo. I'll go now." - I said and ended the call. It was the event that Hoonji told me about yesterday. I walk in the staffs room and greeted the other bodyguards.

"Urgh, what's this smell?" - I exclaimed, frowning, covering my nose.

"Men stench." - Woojin said.

"Urgh, what the heck. And all of you are sweaty. The heck did you guys do?" - I asked, frowning, still covering my nose.

"Gym, of course." - Junda said.

"I go to gym too but I don't smell this bad! Ew!" - I exclaimed, running out of the room. They smell so bad and sweaty. Urgh. I hate it.

"Good Afternoon, Haneul." - someone greeted me. I turn around, smiling the person.

"Good Afternoon, Namjoon." - I greeted him. He smiles, showing me his dimples.

"Could you help me out with something?" - he asked.

"Sure." - I said. He leads the way while I followed him from behind, bringing me to his studio. We entered his studio and he told me to sit down in front of his desk. I settled down, as he sits next to me, grabbing his phone out and connected an earphone to it. He put on the earphones for me, then, I hear music playing.

I stayed quiet, listening to the song. After it ends, I pull down the headphones, as it drops to my neck, shoulder. "How is it?" - he asked, smiling.

"It's good. But only you and Tae? What's it's called?" - I asked.

"Well it's for our 4th Anniversary. It's called '4 O'Clock'." - he explained, smiling.

"Ah~ I like it." - I said.

"Was this the help you wanted?" - I asked. He giggled, nodding.

"Somewhat, yeah." - he said. I laughed.

"Haneul, since we don't really have anything to do, today, why don't you stay here, with me?" - he asked.

"Stay with you? While you're busy with these?" - I asked. He nodded.

"Then I'll get bored." - I said.

"Maybe, you can help by massaging my back." - he said, chuckling. I frowned.

"And that will only make me annoyed." - i said. He chuckled.

"I'm joking. Um.. I have some books here, they're very interesting." - he said as he got up, walking to a small book shelf he had, and picked a couple of books and return his seat next to me. I grab the books from his hands and glanced at the title.

"Hmm... maybe I can." - I said, flipping through the books and got comfortable on the chair, putting my legs up, knees near my chest and start reading.

Fast forward...

I'm still next to Namjoon, still reading the book he gave while he continues with his music. I felt him holding my wrist, getting my attention, as my eyes gazes to him. "What?" - I asked.

"Do you want my jacket? You're using sleeveless and showing your belly." - he said. I look down, to my belly, seeing my small abs with my belly button showing. My arms covered them, feeling my cheeks burning a little, because he was looking at my body.

"I'll take that as a yes." - he said, giggling. He got up, and went to a small closet he had, grabbing a black hoodie and returned to his seat with the hoodie.

"Sit up." - he said. I did as he said, releasing my arms away from my belly. He stands up, putting the hoodie on for me. I put my hands in the sleeves, as he pulled the hood over my head.

"There you go." - he said, smiling to me and sat back down.

"Thanks." - I said.

"And you know, I can use it by myself." - I said again.

"I know." - he said. With his hoodie, which is very big, it makes me look small.

"You look cute in my hoodie." - he said, giggling. I look down to myself and just smiled.

"Let's have dinner." - he said.

"But I'm not done with the book." - I said, tapping on the book.

"You can continue later, eat first." - he said, and I nod. We walk out of the building together, heading to the Korean BBQ restaurant that I went yesterday. The staff brought us to the same sit that I sat yesterday. I also ordered the same set that I got, just adding more a few more servings for two people.

In a while, the staff serves us, placing the food on the table and Namjoon grab the thong, to get the short ribs and place it on the griller. "Who did you eat with yesterday?" - Namjoon asked.

"My cousin." - I said.

"Oh." - he said and nod.

"Wait. How'd you know I was here?" - i asked, chewing on the kimchi.

"I was walking around here and I saw you eating with someone." - he said.

"And he didn't send you home, didn't he?" - he asked. I raised my eyebrows, looking at him.

"How'd you know?" - I asked.

"I was loitering around here." - he said.

"Yeah, he didn't send me home and I don't expect him to. I can walk home by myself." - I said. Namjoon just kept quiet, while I continued eating. My mind went flying thinking of my life. It seems dull, I don't do much, just go to work and then head home. If the boys don't have any schedules, I just stay home and rot.

I wouldn't say I live a happy life. I mean, I enjoy what I do, but at the end of the day, I'm pretty much a loner. I don't have friends, besides the boys and BigHit's stuffs. But still, I can't help but wonder... will I die alone? Sometimes, these thoughts worry me.

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Heyyo! This is the update for today! Omg Singapore have been raining for days! Non-stop! And it's getting so cold. I don't need to turn on the fan at all. Because it's just so cold. Even when bathing, the water is extra cold. Feels like ice. Heol

생일축하해요 경수 오빠! Happy Birthday to this little cutie, Dyo! Hope you had a great day! Be healthy, safe and happy! Lub yaaa! ❤️🎉😘💘🙈

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12/1/18, 12th January 2018, 도경수의 생일

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