Fucking Black Love (Marilyn Manson Fan-Fic)

Totally Psycho

//Brian's p.o.v.://

I sat next to Victoria. Today was Victoria's obit. I could really cry. I thought Victoria would awake but....no. It was the first time I prayed for someone.
Suddenly her hand became very warm. What the fuck?! Her pulse became faster and faster and then she ripped her eyes. I released her hand. She... she's there... She lives. Oh my fucking Jesus Christ!! Doctors came. They put the thing for breathing out of her mouth. She sucked one time. "Do you know who you are?" One doctor asked. She nod. "Do you know where you are?" Another doctor asked. She looked around and nod. Then she looked at me and smiled:"Brian...you are here..." It was like whispering when she spoke. "Yes Victoria...." I smiled too. The doctors looked at her, said something and went away. "I am so sorry Brian... I know I would have called you but...I lost my control..." I interrupted her:"Everything is okay...now you're back..." "I am a totally psycho..." She sounded a bit desperate. "It doesn't care for me. I would love you even more like I do it now." I said and smiled. "And what if I must go to the psychiatry...?" I interrupted her again:"Victoria it doesn't care for me, okay? I am a psycho too so... And IF you must go to the psychiatry then I will visit you there." "And what when I am potentially suicidal? Then you can't visit me and..." I interrupted her a third time:"But it wouldn't change a thing... I would still love you." "Really?" She asked with her big blue eyes. "Really" I answered with a little smile. "That's very kind." She smiled too. "I know." We smirked a bit. "How long was I in a coma?" Victoria asked me. "A few days." I said. "How long exactly?" She asked again. "10 days." I said. "What did my parents tell the school?" She asked a third time. "Nothing. They said I should lie to them." It was a bit creepy to hear Victoria's breath so loud. But we'll... it's okay. "And what did you tell them?" I looked at her:"I said you have a severe flu." She smiled a bit:"Good idea. As long as you don't say the truth.... everything is okay." "I wouldn't say the truth..." I said. "Does anyone know the truth?" She asked. "Only one person." I answered. "Do you mean your friend?" She asked again. I nod:"And I told him IF he tells someone the truth he'll be dead." "Nice idea but.... Do you really think he won't say anything?" She looked at me. I nod:"I know him. He would never say a word when I don't want it." "Okay..." I had the feeling she doesn't trust J'. Well... I think my reaction would be the same when I don't know anyone so good. Then a few doctors came in and looked at me:"Can you go outside for a short time?" "I nod and left outside.

//Victoria's p.o.v.://

I looked at the doctors. I had a bad feeling but I don't know why or... I must barf. "What's up?" I asked. "Victoria, while you were in a come we examined you because we had an assumption..." I interrupted the doctor who said that:"What for an assumption?" Another doctor looked at me:"Well, we read your accident report and then...we had an assumption why you did it." "I know I am a psycho. My parents are psychos too." I said. "Not because of that. You have schizophrenia which triggers your aggression-problems and your anxiety states. And... The way to control it is to go in the psychiatry and many pills but we'll help you too." Another doctor gave me pills:"Take them with water if you feel you could cut yourself or something else, okay?" I nod. Then they went away. Brian came in:"What did they want from you?" "They told me I am totally sick and I will go to the psychiatry. Cool, isn't it?" "You jerk me around, don't you?" I looked at him:"No I don't. Look at these pills and ask my parents." At this moment my mood was shit. Now I definitely know that I am sick and I will go to the psychiatry... Fuck off God! "Do you know when you'll go?" Brian looked caring. That was cute. "No but I will say it to you." I said. He smiled. Especially his smile was cute when he wore black lipstick.

*SKIPPING TIME*

I was in a very dark room and I couldn't see anything. Where was I? Where were my parents or Brian? I was frightened. I began to tremble and to cry. Suddenly someone touched my shoulder. "Don't worry Victoria.... I am always there for you..." I was happy Brian was there. I turned around and looked at him. I was shocked. His face was totally mutilated and...he looked very scary. Like a blend of IT, a zombie and someone who was raped or something else. "W-what happened to you Brian? Who did that?" "I am not Brian...and I don't know who he is and I don't want to know it. You are only my girl Victoria..." I was trembling. I was so frightened that I cried even harder. The person tussled me:"Shut up Victoria!" I only stared on the ground. I felt like I am a slave:"W-what do you want from me?" "You'll do what I want....forever...." The person came nearer and nearer....