The Red Bows

Chapter:1~My mate blossoms from a girl to a women in my arms

(KAI'S P.O.V)

She was shaking like a frightened child during their first thunder storm as I led her to the back bedroom. Well perhaps not that much I thought,to be honest I don't know who's more nervous,her or me,as I was shaking as well, but either way I comforted her. I cared so much for her and wanted her to relax and enjoy her first time. This young women I walked with was shy and full of dark sorrow from the evil done to her by others who's hearts where black and empty. But beneath the pain in her eyes was a empire,this empire was made of gold of purest quality and shined brighter and more golden than the sun at it's noon summer peak and of titanium that could hold up against the worst the world had to offer. And I saw it even when she didn't. I hope to bring out that within her. The empress I see inside her soul. Right now though I have a bigger task at hand. One I couldn't fail her at. This was her first time,and I did not want to hurt her and worry her. While this was not my first time,I'd lost my virginity in January of this year but that was months ago and I'd had a couple others before Rosa and after my first love,though that ended horribly. But this time it would mean more. I would make love to a person,a amazing and gorgeous girl who loves me and cares for me and trusts me. Just like I do her. And it would be truly special. It was a honor that she would allow me,a nobody,to love her,let alone be her first time. I was still nervous though. I did not want this to be a bad experience for her. A girl's first time is always to be treated right and kindly. She was so nervous probably because of a guy who had attempted to rape her at the beginning of this year. Though she's still a virgin she was raped in another way. The pain she felt I wish I could take away so she could be at peace. But right now I'll do her Justice and kindly and genlty make love to her and with her. For this is a act of true love and passion and commitment to each other. I was very very adamant about making sure she actually wanted to when she said she wanted to. I didn't want to make her do something she didn't and make her feel like she had to. I wanted this to be mutually wanted and done. I stopped in my deep thought as I reached the door and placed my hand on the door nob. Before turning it i turned my head to the right and looked deeply and tenderly into her sweet and heavenly dark brown eyes. Those eyes made me see a whole other world. A beautiful spruce forest. The sky overcast but the air thick with moisture from recent rain. The pine needles dripping litely with rainy dew,the ground soft yet snapping with each step cause of the spruce needles beneath my feet. The wonderous corus of song birds hidden in the trees. The sweet needles of pine looking so green and the bark wet from the tears from the sky soaking the tree bark but turning it into a unique shade of wet brown. And the air holding a warmth that shared with a gentle chill that danced with a kind but cautious breeze. I then gave her hand a soft squeeze and smiled with a warm heart and took in a breathe. "Are you sure my love,you don't have to do this if you don't want to. I can wait. I want you to be sure and ready for our first time together and your very first time?" I said gently and filled with caring love and hesitancy. "Yes babe I'm sure. I'm fine. I want to do this. I'm ready. I promise." Rosa said to me kindly with a warm and generous smile that gave me butterflies. "You promise boo bear? You don't have to say that if you don't wanna." I said kindly. "Yes my love I promise. I want to do this. I am ready." She said with conviction. "Ok,I just wanted to make sure before we go any further. Remember,we can stop at any time if you want. Just say you want to if you do ok my love." I said passionately as I turned the cold door nob and pushed the door open. To reaveal the one room we'd never ever forget. And together we took our first steps into that small room....

Rosa's POV

Six Months Earlier...