When Everythings Okay | Kellin Quinn X Reader

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Kellin's POV

"Ha, like someone will ever love you, Kellin." Katelynn scoffs. Everything in me shatters. I feel each piece of my broken heart stabbing me all at once. Tears try to force their way out of my eyes. A lump forms in my throat.

"Katelynn. . . ." I try to say something, anything, but nothing, nothing would come out. "Ugh." She says and walks away, laughing with her friends. "I can't believe that loser fell for you, and believed that you loved him." One bitch snobs. I feel tears fill my eyes. I can't believe it either. . . . . I should've known.

I shouldn't have gone back to her. Did she ever love me?

I decide to skip class and just go home. One person noticed me leaving. "Where you going?" Vic, my best friend, ask. I look down, "home." I mumble. You can hear the sadness in my voice. "Okay, just. . . Don't hurt yourself, okay?" He says. He can tell I'm really upset, otherwise he would have told me to stay. I nod and turn to go out of the front door of the school.

I don't think I can just leave, but I think Vic will just tell the teacher I got sick or something.

No teachers or anyone noticed me leaving after that. I start to walk home, which isn't that far away.

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I open the front door of the house and walk in. "Home early?" My mom ask. I nod and walk to the stairs. "Yeah, got sick." I say as I walk up the stairs. I'm able to hide the sadness now. "Okay, sweety, get some rest then." She says loud enough so I can here her.

I'm glad she actually shows concerned for me. Usually I would get yelled at for hours, but she seems to start caring more for me. A few months ago I got yelled at for getting a D in math, and last week she just let me watch TV instead of doing my homework. She's changed. Now its starting to get like how it was before dad left. Is she realizing what kind of parent she was?

I hurry into my room and close the door. I throw my bag in the corner of my room as I walk over to my bed.

I lay down and hug my pillow,   then start to cry. Me and Katelynn dated for 2 years, she cheated on me with Ronnie Radke a year ago, then told me I'm worthless today.

Today is great. Just fucking great.

My dad left when I was young, I've been bullied my entire life, gave everything I had to a girl who didn't care about me, had a horrible mother until a week ago, and lost some friends recently. And people wander why in depressed. . . . ..

I start to think bad. Wrist are for bracelets, not cutting. I tell myself. Wrist are for bracelets, Kellin. I think again. I sit up and grab my guitar. Making and listening to music has always kept me from hurting myself. I play a few cords and sing quietly. " You got a pretty face, I got this broken heart, two started lovers, we were destined to be torn apart" tears fill my eyes. I stop singing and sniff. I skip ahead in the song. " And when the night time's calling, And the rain starts falling, Will you still remember my name? And when you're out til' morning, And the drinks keep pouring, Do you think you'll feel the same? I need to know, I need to know, Do you feel the same? Do you feel the same?" I stop playing and look down as a few tears fall from my face and onto the guitar.

My mom opens the door and walks in. "Kellin?" She says as she walks in. She closes the door behind her. "Are you okay? I heard you singing and I thought I should check on you. . . ." She says. I shake my head no and set my guitar next to me on the floor.

She hugs me. "Tell me whats wrong. ." She say. I have to force myself to speak. "Katelynn never cared for me is all." I say. Her hug becomes slightly tighter. "Oh, honey. . ." She says. "It will be alright eventually." She starts, "plus, I never liked Katelynn anyway. I warned you about her." She says. I nod and my tears lighten up. I'm not as sad as I was. "We should go out somewhere to keep your mind of her, okay?" I smile slightly and nod. "Yeah." I say. She smiles and walks out if the room, "be ready in like half an hour." She says. I look around, it seems like I'm ready already. I get my phone out of my pocket and check the time. 1:29 PM. School will be over in a few hours. I'm glad I came home now, I never really spent time with my mother, today I get to.