Ink Love (Kaitlyn x Sammy Lawrence)

Chapter 6:

Alice POV:

This is all my fault. I heard what Kaitlyn tried to do and I feel it's my fault. Even though I told her I wouldn't tell Sammy I think I should have told him maybe none of this would've happened if I did. Or I could've tried to help Kaitlyn myself I should've tried harder then maybe this wouldn't have happened. Is it my fault? Am I the one to blame? I feel so bad for all this. I should tell Sammy that I knew what Kaitlyn was doing to herself. I will tell him soon. But really what kind of a friend am I for letting this happen?

Sammy POV:

I watched Kaitlyn sleep she looked even more beautiful when she's asleep I mean she's beautiful when she's awake too. I was sitting in the chair she had used to....well you know what...I was sitting beside her bed waiting for her to wake up. Why did she do this though? I can't think of an answer to that question. I feel as if I could've stopped this from happening I should've tried harder to find out what the problem was. But am I part of the problem? Is that why she wouldn't talk to me about it? Bit then that would mean Alice was part of the problem too as Kaitlyn wouldn't tell her about it and I doubt Alice would be part of it. Just then the door opened interrupting my thoughts I turned to see who it was and saw Alice had entered the room. She closed the door gently behind her I stood up to face her.

"Is she okay?" Alice asked pointing to Kaitlyn.

"She hasn't woken up yet but I'm sure shell be fine" I replied.

Alice nodded and looked down "I'm so sorry Sammy".

"For what?" I asked confused what could Alice possibly be sorry for?

She looked up and I saw she had tears in hr eyes "I knew what Kaitlyn was doing to herself I knew she was cutting her arms and starving herself but I promised her I wouldn't tell you I'm so sorry I should've told you this is all my fault"

"Wait Kaitlyn was cutting herself?"

"Yes even go and see for yourself"

I turned to Kaitlyn and pulled up one of her sleeves and looked at her arm horrified. Her arm was covered in horrible deep cuts some new and some old ones that were only starting to heal. I pulled her sleeve down not able to look at her arm any longer. I can't believe she was doing this to herself. But since Alice knew about this and since Kaitlyn asked Alice not to tell me does that mean I really am part of the problem? I turned back to Alice to see she was crying now. I went over to her and took her hands she looked up at me.

"Alice this isn't your fault if it's anyone's fault it's mine" I said.

Alice shook her head in disagreement "Don't say that Sammy Kaitlyn wouldn't blame you for this".

"I feel like I'm a part of the problem since she wouldn't tell me about it and since she didn't want you to tell me about what she was doing to herself"

"No Sammy that isn't it she didn't want me to tell you because she didn't want to upset you that's all this has nothing to do with you"

We were both silent for a while then Alice said "I better get going I'll come back later"

I didn't say anything as Alice left just thought about what she said. Even though she says I'm not a part of the problem I feel like I still feel like I am. I'll only know for sure when Kaitlyn wakes up and tells me.