Mariah,16 doesn't know were life is headed. Thinks it's always the end of her. She thinks she isn't perfect, she is super into depression. She has been anorexic for about 2years now. She has trouble apoligizeing to god but she can't. She thinks that she should end her life because she is judged for who she is. She is actually a very beautiful girl. She is also a singer\song writer. Her parents bout her a studio. And she still thinks she isn't good enough.
One afternoon her friend,Jake came over after school with her to study. Jake has the hugest crush on Mariah but he don't have the guts to tell her. They were studying and he was like what's the definition of beautiful. Mariah shrugged her shoulders, Jake said "You❤️". Jake and Mariah are juniors. Jake said "Mariah I got a question," Mariah said a simple okay. "Mariah Rae, will you be my date to prom?" Mariah didn't know what to say. Mariah said "and you know what the answer is?? ...Yess:)" She was super happy. Jake also implied "Will you be my girlfriend?" "Ummmm.... Yeahh:)"
Jake kissed Mariah gently on the cheek.:) that afternoon was full of studying. It was 9pm and Mariah heard rocks being thrown at her window. She looked out and Jake popped out and said "hey babe"....:) Jake kissed her, but not on the cheek this time;). Mariah felt great. She felt wanted. Til one day, rumors spread. Story's were told. "Omg do you know Mariah Rae? Yeah well she is anorexic," " Mariah pukes after dinner, her sister told me," "Mariah self harms cuz she is a freak." Mariah's Bestfriend had to tell her that people were saying this. To be honest none of this is true. Mariah Rae is not anorexic. She doesn't puke after she eats. She didn't self harm, until this was told to her. She cryed herself to sleep every night. Once Jake came to Mariah's. She was wipeing her tears away while she was opening her door. He said "what's wrong?" She shook her head. "Nothing bae." Jake saw the cuts on her wrist. A tear slipped down his cheek, "I need to go, good night," Mariah knew he saw. But she didn't want him to find out the whole story from her friend. She didn't want him to break up with her because of this. She got a text on her phone.. It was Jake.
