In Love With The Bully A Book In The In Love With Series

chapter 1

Jade get your ass up so you don't miss the bus again cause i won't be taking you so you will have to walk it and be late. i hear my dad scream up at me. As i come down the stairs already dressed and ready for school.  I walked down the stairs wearing black jeggings with rip legs and a red tank with a blue jean jacket over it.  I  walk around him as she grabs as I stuff and leaves not saying a word to him as I leave the house I put my earphones in as I  start to listen to sleeping with sirens. better off dead As I walked off to the bus stop as I sigh quietly looking down. I stop a few feet from the stop not getting near others from the school it took 3 minutes from the time I get there for the bus to finally show up to my stop is like the third stop in the morning I board the bus as I head to the back of the bus.  I open up my window as the wind black hair with red highlights that falls to the middle of my back blows in the wind as i closed my eyes as I listening to my music. The bus makes multiple stops on the route it was a cloudy day as a chance for rain was in the forecast. I soon felt something hit my face and falls onto my lap I open my eyes looking down seeing a crumpled paper ball on my lap i sighs opens it as i starts to read it.   "  Hey, ugly bitch do you have any new scars today i really wish you would save us all the trouble of seeing your ugly face and just take a gun and shoot yourself already save us from the misery everyone will be happy without you here. " I sigh quietly actually trying to fight back tears yes I do cut and have scars on the back of my leg.    

   I sigh quietly as i throw the note down to the ground pretending that it didn't bother me I have thought about it tons of times on actually doing it and taking her own life but hasn't yet. As the bus slowed down to a stop in front of the school i wait till everyone was off as i tries to blend into to the back of the crowd my hood up as i tries to hurry in hoping not to be caught by Lucas scared as i walk through the door soon hearing his voice automatically a good 2 feet away i start zigzagging through the crowd of students but wasn't quick and soon I hear him behind me as i shake in fear. " HEY FAT BITCH WHERE YOU GOING YOU BETTER NOT RUN CAUSE YOU KNOW I WILL FIND AND CATCH YOU HOW ABOUT YOU SAVE ME THE TIME AND GO AHEAD AND GET YOUR ASS BEAT NOW." I hear Lucas call out knowing i shouldn't run but knows that wasn't going to happen so i started running it sucked cause i was a slow runner.  So it didn't take long for me to get caught by him as tears stream tears down my face as i whimpers softly.  as i shake in fear looking down knowing it wasn't going to be easy for me. i sigh quietly  my eyes closed ready for him to start. As I takes a deep breath soon feeling my head hit the wall hard tears falling as i get banged against the wall again as i cry out again falling to the ground as i get kicked and punched in my face by them i cough blood drips from my mouth and nose as they leave i stand heading into the girl's restroom seeing it empty see walks into a stall grabs a small piece of broken glass from a small pouch in my book bag and knows i can't cut on the back of my legs in here so for the first time i cut my wrist 3 times each side as i whimper in pain.

  I put it away and heads to the sink washing the cuts as tears fall and grab 6 bandaids from my book bag as i put them on the cuts sighing quietly as i head off to my first class. I head up the stairs and to her first class staying quiet as others stare at me. i sit in the back laying my head down closing my eyes as i hear the bell rings for class to start. The teacher takes the role as she gets to Lucas name seeing him not here again i sit up looking around the classroom real quick seeing that only one seat was open the seat next to me.  i start pleading quietly to myself that he doesn't show up but i was too late he walks in and to the back, i lay my head down scared tears falling down my face as i hear a bag drop next to me. As i scoot my desk away slightly sitting up looking away.  I take my notes carefully  not really paying attention to the teacher cause I was to scared being this close to Lucas really dreading this class right now hoping it hurries and passes.  As i try to avoid him and pretend he wasn't there it was hard as he repeatedly throws stuff at me flinching most of the time scared as the bell rings i get up quickly grabbing my book bag the teacher already in the hall and i get grabbed by my book bag and thrown back on the floor i whimper softly as i see him dumping all my stuff from my book bag onto the floor everything fell out but the small piece of glass that i keep zipped up and locked inside my book bag to make sure it doesn't get out. 

I look up as he left laughing along with some of the other students that were still behind. I sigh as i get up and starts to pick my stuff up staying quiet as a few tears fall i quickly wipe them away shaking and whimpering softly I get up and heads to my next class that i luckily don't have with him. I sit in the back again taking her notes relaxing as lunch comes around i had to fight back the thought of going to the nurse's office to rest for a few but i didn't instead i went into the cafeteria sitting at a table in the corner quiet as i read. My music playing  through her earbuds in and i put my hood up hoping that Lucas and his group of friends wouldn't see me. I soon hear screaming that was loud enough to hear over my  music i gulp softly as i knew it was Lucas and his group of friends and his girlfriend. The cafeteria soon gets quiet all you could hear was footsteps i gulp softly scared knowing Lucas has seen me and  was coming this way not too long after that i get grabbed by my hood get thrown to the trash cans that were near me. i whimper looking up at him my earbuds out as i hear him say " HOW ABOUT YOU STAY IN THE GARBAGE WHERE YOU BELONG YOU PIECE OF TRASH!" i whimper everyone in the cafeteria laughs as a few student's dumped their lunch on me. i cringe as milk get spilled on me. i get up grabbing my stuff heading to my locker i grab my extra clothes that i usually have and head to the girl's locker room since it was empty and take a shower and take my ruin clothes off.  I go ahead and get dressed after my quick shower and heading to the nurse's office feeling light headed. I walk in she didn't ask any questions knowing what's already going on she handed me a blanket i lay down and doze off to sleep telling my 6th and 7th period to bring my work to the nurse's office as she starts to clean and work on my new wounds i got today. 

here's chapter one this story won't be edit till i'm done rewriting please like comment and share hope ya'll enjoy reading this story as much as i enjoy writing it. ~AshleySmith906