MAY 2012.
"ATLANTA! Izze you can make it here, in Virginia." My girlfriend of two years screamed at me. We were in our third argument this week about me moving to Atlanta.
I'm a producer, and I'm really taking off like I have to move to Atlanta to further my career, I told Jessica she could come live with me. I got her. I don't know what's stopping her.
"I'm taking off! And if you don't want to move with me then we will have to end this relationship. I refuse to do long distance with someone I love."
We we're sitting in my apartment living room well, what was my living room.
Jessica was my love. I loved her from the moon and back. I had finished up high school, to pursue me taking 'IzzeTheProducer' to Atlanta Georgia. It's a lot of talent and with the help of my friends, and family and the support of my girl. I've made the decision to move to the A. Now, why she's starting to back out I don't know why. I've been with this girl since high school never cheated anything been about her since I met her.
"Jessica. What is it! Why at the last minuet you're not ready to move. You know that's I've been talking about and you wait until the day before to say you don't want to come!" I cleared my throat due to it breaking.
"Izze, I'm just not ready. If it ends us. I'll understand." My heart shattered in a million pieces.
The only girl I gave every thing, a hundred and ten percent loyal to this relationship and just like that, she can easily throw it, US..away.
"You're just willing to throw away us and three years Jess, you have to be so insensitive. You never gave a fuck."
"Izze I needed you to take care of me and you did that. We're over right? You leave tomorrow."
I looked at her, with the coldest look on my face. "Bye Jessica." I said as I grabbed her shoes and her purse. I couldn't take seeing her face.
"Izze really!" She placed her jordans on her feet as she stood up.
"Fine. Be mad because I don't want to go to Atlanta with you." She was about to walk out but I had to let her know I knew she was messing around with her ex Cameron.
"I know Cameron in the picture, me leaving is sealing the deal of you being with him."
3 years down the drain. Wow. I knew this was going to happen, and from this I'll learn my lesson. Never give my heart to another female. Today was the day that my grind grew harder. I'm not gone lie. I'm gonna miss what I could have had with Jessica, I had so much planned for us, but fuck that shit.
I don't wanna let go, but Ima have to.
Hmm. Goodbye Virginia✌🏾, Hello Atlanta 👋🏾
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ATLANTA GA, 2014
