THE HELPER

CHAPTER 10

After the shower we got dressed in the room attached to the bathroom. Shannon was a little quiet as he sat on the bed putting his shoes on.

Me" Penny for your thoughts". I said as I sat beside him. He said nothing and slightly moved away from me. Me" Shan are you ok". He stood up and walked to the door silent. Me" Ok what have I done". S" Nothing". He said as he left the room.

I quickly put my shoes on and ran after him. As I ran out the room I collided with Jared. J" Ouch, what's the rush" Me" Nothing". I tried to get up quickly, Jared grabbed my hand helping me up and didn't let go. J" Your lying to me, I can see it in your face" Me" It's nothing". I made no eye contact with him.

J" Look at me" Me" I'm fine" J" Just look at me". I allowed our eye's to meet and I thought I hid my feelings from him. J" Tell me what's wrong. Is it me? I didn't hurt you did I, cause I thought you were screaming with pleasure". I smiled at him. Me" Trust me you didn't hurt me, I'm fine".

He didn't believe i was ok so he guided me down stairs to Shannon. J" Some things up with your girl, she won't tell me but maybe she will you" Me" I'm not the one you should be asking". I said as I looked at Shannon.

Jared looked at Shannon and realized it wasn't me it was Shannon that had a problem. J" Ok what's going on". Once again no words just walking away. Me" Enough. Fucking talk to me. Are you mad at me. Is it because I fucked your brother? Is it because I fucked Emma? Cause you fucked her too remember".

He turned to me and held my head in his hands as he looked into my teary eye's. S" I'm not mad with you, I love you" Me" Then what is it. Please baby tell me". I said as the tears started to flow.

He kissed the tears from my eye's then my lips. He looked into my eye's again but this time it was more intence. Me" Please" S" Shhh".

He walked me backwards then pulled me onto his lap as he sat down in a chair. He wrapped his arms around me with his forehead against mine. We sat there in silence in each other's arms for several minutes.

Once I had calmed down he spoke. S" I'm happy with you. I've never had this feeling for anyone before. We made an agreement that we will only be with each other, no one else" Me" So you are mad. You could of told us to stop, but instead you two brought us back here. Then you were the first one to make a move on Emma befor Jared did on me".

I was short of breath from speaking so quickly. Shannon covered my mouth with his hand before I could say anything else. He had a big grin on his face. S" Can I finish" Me" Ok" S" I was going to say that I enjoyed last night and today, I had a lot of fun. I do want you for my own but every so often I wouldn't mind a little swap, or to watch you and Emma. That was really hot" Me" So your a perve". I said laughing.

He smacked my butt and I bit my lip. S" Oh you dirty girl" Me" You make me this way with how breathtakingly sexy you are". He pulled me in for a kiss and I bit his lip as I pulled away.

Me" So if your ok with what happend then why were you acting like that". He sat back in the seat as he sighed. S" Because I'm afraid" Me" Of what?" S" You and Jared. I saw you two asleep wrapped in each other's arm's, Jared on top of you still" Me" Oh baby you know I'm yours, I always was and always will be".

He could see in my eye's that he had my complete love. He remembered that he has never seen me look at Jared like that only ever him. He suddenly realised he had nothing to worry about. S" Forgive me" Me" Always".