Okay so there was a little boy named John and he stayed in his room most of the time because he was shy and Afraid.The years he had been living with his parents he was all happy and had a lot of friends until one day it came his and his mom and dad got into a big fight they spent hours yelling and fighting it's in that moment John's life just went slowly downhill from there after 2 weeks his mom dad got a divorce John and his mom moved out of the house and moved far away from his dad he left all his friends behind he had moved schools and since he is the new kid he's getting bullied a lot and judged about the clothes he's wearing in the music he listens too he spent two years at the School getting bullied and judged so one day he came home and cut himself his mom walked in while he was doing it and grabbed the blade and through it he cut himself twice and his mom was very upset and put bandages on his arm she asks why he cut himself and John never told her that he was getting bullied at school so he told her everything the next morning is Mom told him to put on a long sleeve shirt so people wouldn't see his cuts he's doing okay he went to school and there was a girl a new girl her name is Sarah but still popular and that moment he knew loves and first sight they became best friends a few weeks later she seen the cuts on his arm and asked what happened he said he cut himself because he was getting bullied and she begged him not to do that again cuz she's there to help him and talk to him throughout a year they went to all these different fun places and he asked her out and she said yes so he took Sarah out to dinner that night and they were walking back to his house from the restaurant and it was really dark and a drunk driver hit her John called the police as soon as possible as soon as the ambulance and police showed up she was already dead they tried CPR and nothing worked a week later his mom and him go to Sarah's funeral he starts to tear up and his mom is crying later that night he went in his room and grabbed a blade and started cutting and cutting and cutting 1 hours later he had at at least 60 cuts he had cut his arm ,and his leg he was bleeding a lot his mom took him to the hospital he had to get 4 stitches all on his leg it was deep he was bleeding a lot he had to get 5 oz of blood injecked in to him he was really pail he stayed at the hostpitle over night. The next morning he came home and went to go visit his dad but when they got to his house a old couple lived there john asked where is the people that lived here before they said there was a guy but a week ago he had hung him self john and his mother started to tier up they got in the car and went home. a few years later john found another woman and they got married and had 2 kids Eli and Sofia, a boy and a girl
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