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    I saw him in the Train, with tears in his eyes,waving at me, I waved back. As the train drove and I couldn't see him anymoreand began to walk down the streets of Amsterdam crying, I went down in mypocket to find a tissue when I felt something, I took it out and saw what itwas, a picture of Joe I took, and he wrote on it with a black pen, love you xxJoe. 

 

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I began to cry even harder when I ran home to my apartment and sat down on the floor and just cried.

5 years later

I woke up by a jump on the bed and a voice screaming in excitement

MUMMY WAKE UP, WAKE UP MUMMY. My 4 almost 5-year-old daughter screamed

I looked up to my little angel sitting on top of my stomach with her little pyjamas on, her curls everywhere and her big smile on her face. She looked just like her farther and acted like him too, she was 4 and had already began pulling pranks on me.

What are you doing up at? I looked at the clock 07:34, shit I was 14 minutes late.

Amira good you woke me up we're late, hurry up to the kitchen we need to eat breakfast. She giggled

I already did. She said with a huge smile on her face, I walked out in the kitchen and saw the fridge open and on the table where a cereal box, a carton of milk and a bowl with a spoon. I looked at her I shock

How did you. I said pointing at the kitchen

We have chairs you know. She said and went to her room, I had never met any 4-year-old that could do that. I followed her and gave her, her clothing on and putted her wild curls into to pigtails

But Mummy don't you need to get ready too. She said confused

Oh yeah, pack you bag and take your shoes on okay

Okay

I hurried to my room and took my shirt pants and a blazer on, brushed my hair and putted it up in a tight, I putted a light face makeup on. I my ran out of the room and putted my black heels on and my handbag. I grabbed Amira's little hand and pulled us out of the door in the hallway and I heard the door lock as I thought of a thing, my keys

Oh my god my keys. I grabbed my cheeks

There here. Amira said holding them in her hands

I love you so much love, I don't know what I would do without you

I don't know either. She said and giggled

As we sat in the car I heard my little baby's voice from the backseat

Mummy

Yeah

Can I see daddy

Sure here

I grabbed my handbag and gave her the now little old and used picture

I grabbed my handbag and gave her the now little old and used picture

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I love you xx joe. I heard Amira read for the thousands time

Mummy

Yeah Amira

Where is daddy

Away

Were

In London

Why

Because he lives there

Why doesn't he send birthday cards? She had something with birthday cards

Because. I could get myself to say that he didn't knew she even was alive

Because what

Oh look we are here your school. I said driving into the schools parking lot. She went 2 years earlier to school because she was that smart

And Amira remember to speak Dutch to the kids, they don't understand English okay

Ik hou van je moeder (I love you mum). She said in Dutch

Ik hou ook van jou (i love you too). I said also in Dutch

As I drove to the office I looked at the clock, I wasn't late which I was very happy about.

As I walked in the office I said hi to my receptionist

Hi veronica. I said to the lady, she looked at me and she gave me a warm smile

Hello Emma, how are Amira in her school. She loved to hear about Amira since she didn't have kids herself

She's great, by the look of her grade book, she is one of the top students in her class

Oh how great, she is a smart girl

Yeah, she is, but I got to go now okay

Oh one more thing, the Youtubers Zoella and PointlessBlog is coming in about 10 minutes about their new book

Okay. I said nervously, I didn't have contactwith them in 5 years oh my bloody god, this is going to be interesting    

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