I was just gone start off with some shit about the early stages of my life but that would be some boring cliche shit but don't worry we'll get there. Keep in mind as you reading this I'm letting you into my mind and my personal life. With that being said if you are simple minded and Incompetent just stop reading now save yaself some time. Ian even gone sit up here and like to yall I'm a cocky ass guy ,no doubt about it. Tall, built, smart, green eyes, funny, etc etc... But these is all characteristics I had to learn to embrace about myself cuz shit growing up wasn't no walk in the park I'ma be honest.
I'm from Brooklyn newyork born at interfaith hospital in Kings county .. been moving back and forth from there to Georgia basically all my life. It's safe for me to say I spent some of the best and worst years of my life in newyork tho. I'm not much of people person really. I been that way since I can remember . For instance in Pre-K a nigga like me would grab some Legos and chill in the corner by my lonely I was never the type to be in a big crowd I had like one friend lmao she couldn't talk out loud neither all she could do was whisper. I still remember shordi name but Ian gone put her out there like that.
Lemme get back on topic tho. Growing up in my family wasn't the easiest tbh I was the youngest of 6 siblings me being the 7th, but people think just because you young that you don't notice anything.
It's like that to this day for me though cuz people still underestimate my mind and what I'm capable of. I grew up for some time knowing we wasn't rich, Money was usually tight but shit my mom made things happen but I guess that's how most single black mom's are shit I remember living right there on MacDougal and the damn roof caved in and the landlord ain't wanna fix it so niggas just had a hole in the ceiling and that's how it was. I remember sitting on the futon eating dinner cuz niggas ain't have a dinning room table. Shit I even remember playing football with a bunch of rolled up socks in the empty kitchen with my sister cuz sometimes it got to hectic for us to go outside. Being a child though you be to busy tryna have fun and live than worrying bout adult shit. Not me tho, I always knew I had to make it big some day. Being broke not a joke and that's on whoever. It's crazy how even through out all the shit I had goin on in life I always did well in school no matter if it was a good school or a hood school my grades stayed high and I thank my mom for being on my ass about it,but even if she wasn't I would've been on myself about it.
I always wanted a better future for myself cuz childhood just wasn't allat. I was a chubby short kid so I had got used to fat jokes even from my own siblings shit had me self conscious at one point and time shit a young nigga even cried even worse when you grow up struggling in New York people notice that shit. Nigga been in and out of shelters and I got called out about it . Not gone lie it made me not wanna go to school but fuck that it's whatever now that was in the past. That's what made me who I am today tho . Niggas had fat jokes I couldn't just be a pussy and cry about it. Lmao gotta clap back on they ass make em hurt right back and that's basically how I became funny cuz a nigga got tired of being picked on. Fast forward some years later I move to Georgia for when I can remember. We had stayed with my little brother dad till my mom got on her feet . I'm in 5th grade at Ferguson elementary and played football for meadow Creek. Seemed like life was getting better. This shit was crucial cuz this where I met malesha lmao a girl who impacted my life for a good few years shit we was good up until a few months ago. Middle school was breezy radloff for 6th and 7th then came berkmar, I honestly think this where shit got real for me. This where I met Julie a girl who I would be in love with for the next 3 years of my life. Not gone flex shordi held it down even when I moved back to newyork in 8th grade. We had that different kinda love tho cuz I mean we both not finna do long distance but at the end of the day I knew that when I came back to Georgia then we was gone do our thing, but I'ma hold that thought cuz my next 2 years living in newyork was one of the most intense.
Going back to newyork and seeing all my old friends again just made a nigga feel like he never left going to school with folks you knew from 3rd and 4th grade is mad lit. Even tho we was struggling most of the time my brothers always made sure I had good feets and good gear on my body. 8th grade was a breeze. Niggas getting older now so you know peer pressure crazy. Jordan's made you seem cool and everybody was smoking mad bud . Lmao I was always fly tho but weed not for me. Everybody older than me tho since I'm just turning 13 everybody else 14-15 but that's how it was. I was still a virgin tho despite the fact that a nigga was with different girls left and right and I had some pretty ass green eyes. Honestly I was scared lmao Ian even lose it until going into my 10th grade summer. Highschool really taught me alot. It tough me how to be a better me. I was observant as to who my real friends are. My mind was so explicit that I wasn't on what everybody else was on . Boys was chasing pussy and girls was chasing dope boys but really all I was tryna do was get some money. I've always been smart so I figured shit if I can use this knowledge and turn it into street knowledge who TF can stop me. I spent alot of time at my sister's house in the 90s hanging with her boyfriend yayo (one of the Locs in gs9) . I've always been a listener I sit and listen to him tell me about his days in the hood and how he made money . I listen to my brothers and how they hustle but the thing is they all been in jail so I knew I couldn't get it like them. Ian wanna scam and finesse my own people from my hood out they pockets but knowing that they'd do the same to you if given the opportunity I did what I had to. Sometimes it was worth it sometimes. Lmao I'm some lazy nigga so you'll get the rest of this story whenever I feel like finishing. But don't worry it's more on the way. If y'all like this I got way more in store for y'all don't worry.
