"AUSTIN ALAN FUCKING CARLILE" (see what I did there ;) if you didn't you're too young to be reading my fanfiction) Alan shouted walking through Austin's front door without knocking,
"Alan stop this I told you I'm leaving this is stupid" I snapped at Alan,
"Alan you can't be here" Austin said running downstairs,
"And whys that Austin?" Alan snapped,
"Because Chloe doesn't know" Austin whispered,
"YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING JOKING ME?!?!?" Alan shouted,
"Alan come on I told you not to come here" I said tugging on Alan's arm,
"NO SILENT!" Alan said swinging around raising his arm, I screamed and tumbled back landing on the floor curling up in a ball crying, I can't believe he was gonna hit me,
"Silent?" I felt him place a hand on my shoulder I screamed and crawled away from him, he started to cry uncontrollably more than I was, I felt two muscular arms pick me up I tensed but instantly relaxed when I realised it was Austin,
"Come on bunny let's take you two home" I wrapped my legs round his waist and my arms round his neck I rested my head on his shoulder like I was a little girl, I opened my eyes and what I saw instantly broke my heart, Alan was on the floor crying and screaming at himself through gritted teeth ripping chunks of his hair out with his hands,
"Austin" I said he instantly stopped and turned around,
"Shit" he walked over to Alan, Alan looked up into my eyes and I saw nothing but sadness and disappointment, "come on Alan jump on" Alan stood up and climbed onto Austin's back, "you two are lucky I work out and you two weigh nothing at all"
I stared into Alan's eyes as he rested his chin on the same shoulder as mine,
"I'm so sorry Cass" he mumbled,
"I love you Alan" I mumbled back,
"I love you too" he pecked my lips it was small but it was perfect it was just what I needed.
Austin drove us home, and we are now sat on the sofa crossed legged opposite each other just staring into each other's eyes,
"Please tell me why you're leaving" Alan broke the silence,
"I'm just not good enough" Alan stared at me in disbelief, "I'm not smart enough, I'm not pretty enough, I can't please you the way you wish to be pleased, I'm not sexy enough, I'm scared Alan I'm scared you'll find someone else while you're on tour" Alan laughed,
"Oh Cassidy you are enough, you don't have to be smart Cass you're you and that's all that matters, you're gorgeous I love this way your nose crinkles when you laugh, and the way your face gets all fat when you smile, I love how your eyes change colour depending on the temperature, and you do please me god you do more than please me just because I have gay moments doesn't mean you don't please me we could always get a strap on," he took my hand in his and winked causing me to giggle,
"oh Cassidy Cassidy you drive me crazy the way you bite you lip all the time drives me mad every time you do it I just want to climb onto of you and bite it for you," I bit my lip and he gave me a 'you're pushing your luck' look
"the way you hips move from side to side when you walk makes me weak at the knees, I actually think Aaron has a video of me you know when that dude does that thing in Grease lightning where he shakes and drops to his knees?" he stopped waiting for me to answer, I nodded,
"yeah Aaron has a video of you talking to Austin and me doing that behind you whilst cupping my hands round your arse but not actually touching it, oh god don't get me started on when you come out the shower the way you walk out with that purple towel that only just covers your arse and you're dripping wet and all steamy," I blush and look down to hide but notice a bulge in his pants,
"Umm Princess" I said pointing to his problem chuckling,
"Exactly all I'm doing is thinking about you and look what happens, and if I was really gonna find someone else do you not think I would have during the year we were apart"
"I guess" I mumbled, "I'm sorry Alan"
"Don't be babe I worry too, I love you Cassidy" he said kissing my forehead, I felt my eyes become heavy "go to sleep it's been a long day" I started to fall asleep when I heard a girl giggle,
"Aaron stop let me get a drink we can carry on in a minute" I look up to see Becca walk in in nothing but Aaron's tshirt and Aaron in nothing but boxers with his arms around her waist,
"Well that's unexpected" I say smirking at the two, Aaron instantly let go of Becca,
"Shit! I thought you guys were gonna be a while" Aaron said,
"Get in there mate" Alan said patting his shoulder as we walked past him upstairs,
"Shit!" I heard Becca say as we turned the corner,
"One minute they're at each other throats the next minute they're fucking in one of my spare rooms" Alan said walking into his room, "AARON PAULEY!!!!" he screamed, "YOU FUCKED IN MY FUCKING BED YOU FUCKING WANKER"
"Well technically he's not a wanker" I said smirking at Alan.
Hey guys I'm sorry this is so short, but some stuff happened the other night which resulted in my going to hospital and a very upset mother, which has caused a lot of stress and drama at the moment, I will update as much as possible but it will be short as I don't have the motivation to do anything at the moment. I'm very sorry.
Love Chantelle. x
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FanfictionSilent is property of Ben Bruce, but is having trouble with his idea of a normal relationship, will a Ginger who is everything Ben isn't and more steal her away from him? Will her life change for better? or for worse?
