The Beginning of the End

Say No To This

warning: some nsfw content in this chapter. good luck.

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Nisei pushed past Alexi, shoving into the darkness of his room. Alexi closed the door as softly as he could and flicked on the light before storming over to Nisei.

"Dude, it's like 3 AM! What gives?" Alexi spat, glaring down at the dancer. He raked his hands through his hair, fuming. "Ella could've very easily been in here!"

Nisei nodded as if to say 'I am aware of that'. They took Alexi's hands in theirs, smiling slightly. They mouthed, "I wanted to see you."

Alexi furrowed his brow. "What's that supposed to mean?"

Nisei pressed their hands to Alexi's chest, feeling up and down his torso. "I think you know," they mouthed, expression shifting from soft to aroused. Their hands slid around Alexi's waist, pulling their bodies flush against each other. "I think you know I want you."

Alexi backed away, shaking his head. "No, Nisei. You and I both know I can't and won't," his voice was shaky. He truly didn't know how to respond otherwise. Ella had been so engrossed in her work recently that she had barely come to "see him" recently. He didn't see a need in pulling her out of her inspiration, due to a fear of her hitting another writing block. He was doing the right thing by not bothering her, so he'd also be doing the right thing by getting someone else to do the work for her, right?

No, he's devoted to her. They're destined to be together, through anything.

But...

He watched Nisei's lips moving, but didn't register what they said.

Alexi blinked out of his thoughts. "I, uh, I actually didn't know," he mumbled, pressing his hands against the small dancer's hips. "But if that's truly the case, I guess a little fun wouldn't hurt anyone," he murmured, removing his glasses and leaning down to pepper their neck with small bites.

Nisei shivered, letting their hands grasp against Alexi's chest. Their hands slid down his body, resting in the waistband of his boxers. They breathed out, lips brushing in Alexi's dark hair.

Alexi twisted the arm of his glasses between his fingers as he sucked on Nisei's skin. He let them drop to the floor as he pushed Nisei's legs up around his waist. He felt them sigh across the bend of his neck and felt their arousal against his leg.

"Is this really what you want? There's so much that could go wrong," Alexi said nervously.

Nisei nodded furiously, mouthing "yes, yes, yes," as many times as they could. They furiously tugged at Alexi's shirt, becoming desperate.

Alexi slowly strode over to his bed, dropping Nisei into the crumpled sheets, before beginning to remove his shirt. He noted that Nisei was much more aroused than he was and smirked to himself. They watched him with hungry eyes, a small drooling smile on their face. He dropped the shirt back down and stood before Nisei.

"Maybe you'd like to be the one in control?" He stood over them, amused by their terrified, aroused expression.

They stood with their knees on the edge of the bed, nearly eye level with Alexi, letting their hands slide up under his baggy tank top.

Alexi followed their hands with his eyes, feeling their smooth fingers against his soft torso. "I should say no to this; I'm sure you're aware," Alexi mumbled into their hair. He licked his teeth, "I want to say no."

Nisei shook their head. "Don't," they mouthed. "I know." They flung off his shirt with a grin. They stood, slowly spinning around Alexi to push him down to the bed. They removed their own baggy sweatshirt. "I want you, you want me, I know this is true." They leaned forward over Alexi, yanking down his dark blue boxer-briefs. "Am I wrong?" They smirked with an I-Don't-Think-So look on their face, taking in the sight of Alexi fully nude.

Alexi swallowed hard. "I want something, and this surely is someth-AH!" He groaned loudly as Nisei took him in their mouth. He grasped hard at the sheets with one hand and used the other to muffle the noises he was making. Deep groans and high whimpers fell past his lips, much to Nisei's excitement.

Nisei ran their tongue on the underside of Alexi's dick, grinning.

Alexi's brain was full of thoughts. Words crowded his head; "don't do this," "Ella," "oh god Nisei," "say no," "Ella, Ella, Ella!" His eyes screwed shut as he tried to dismiss the thoughts.

Nisei reached in their baggy sweatpants, slowly jerking themself off with their free hand. They hummed around Alexi, causing him to groan lowly. His hand threaded through their hair as their head bobbed up and down. He gripped hard, moaning their name.

Alexi felt his heart drop to the floor as he heard a knock on the door. Nisei immediately stopped and turned to look at the door, then back at Alexi.

"Shit, hide," he murmured to Nisei, scrambling down to pick up his glasses off of the floor. He hurriedly pulled his boxers and shirt back, then ambled as calmly as possible to the door. He watched Nisei practically throw themself into the crack between the wall and the bed, using their shirt to cover themself. Alexi slowed his breathing and cautiously opened his door.

"Darling, I'm so sorry..." Ella sighed. "I've been ignoring you for a while, haven't I?" She stepped over the threshold and into his open arms, her flowered nightgown flowing behind her.

Alexi froze, swallowing hard. "Ah, don't worry. I know it was for a good reason." He wrapped his arms around her, rubbing her back. "It's late darlin', why don't you go back to bed?"

She pulled back, "you don't want me to stay with you?" She looked nervous and tired; he could tell she had stayed up thinking about this.

"I'd love you to, but I'm kindly tired, we've gotta be up in a few hours..." he scratched at the back of his head, drawing his eyes anywhere but at her.

"Oh, nonsense, darling. I'm staying if for no other reason but to be with you," she pushed past him, holding his hand as she walked to the bed. "Come lay with me, Alexi."

He swallowed, laying at her side after she shifted over to the side. He clicked off the lamp on the beside table. They laid there in silence, her head on his chest.

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It wasn't for a while that Ella had really started to listen to the white noise around them. Air flowing through vents, the creak of the bed as one of them shifted, a third breath in the background; seemingly underneath them. She sat up, peering over the side of the bed into the darkness below. The top of her head grazed what she thought to be a hand; but when she felt again, it was gone.

"Alexi, darling, turn the lamp on."

Alexi mumbled in tired aggravation, leaning forward to click the lamp back on. He laid back down and rolled over on his side.

Ella draped herself over the edge of the bed, squinting to see better.

"Alexi?"

"Hmm?"

"Why is Nisei under your bed half naked?"