Have Faith ((Niall Horan-AU)) (Editing)

Chapter 13.

*Previously*

I thought no one cared and I was just a waste of time and love.

But I was wrong. They did care.

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Weeks had passed since my almost relapse. I was doing better. Or so I thought. Niall had come by every day since I was in the hospital, just to check on me and see how I was doing. I was terrible, but I would never tell him that. I felt like I didn't need to put more of a burden on his life then there already was, I felt bad.

Kiana was now five months pregnant, her stomach starting to bulge more and more every day. I don't know if her hormones were kicking in more or her hatred for me just continued to grow, but she was bitchier than ever. If it wasn't for Niall I wouldn't even bother speaking to her or breathing the same air as her. All I'm trying to do is help her and she can't even give me a simple thank you. 

I made my way through the hallways, actually doing Niall a favor once again and checking on his grumpy baby mama. I was standing in front of room 415 and knocked hard on the door, making sure she wouldn't be able to give me an excuse as to why she didn't answer. "I'm fine, now leave." She didn't even have the courtesy to open the door and at least show me she was okay before telling me to leave. 

"Kiana open the damn door I'm tired of these games." I had it up to my head with her bullshit. 

She flung the door open and stood there with her arms crossed, tapping her foot on the floor. "What do you want?" I glared at her and clenched my jaw, if only she weren't pregnant. I pushed past her and waited for her to close the door and turn around, as she did seconds later. "Is there a problem?"

"Yeah there-"

"Well I don't care so get-"

"No!" I yelled a little too loudly but didn't even care, it was time I gave her a piece of my mind. "You have been, and are, such a bitch and I don't even understand why! All I've done is come over here and check on you and ask how you're doing and all you ever do is bitch and complain. Niall cares about you and the baby so much that I have to do him the favors of coming here and dealing with such a bitch like you. I don't even know why you're complaining in the first place. You have Niall wrapped around your finger and anything you ask he does or gets for you. He asks me to come by here to check on you yet i'm the bad person because what? You don't like me? Get over yourself Kiana. Your whole life you've had everything handed to you, such a drama queen. So please do me a favor, the next time you need something don't even bother calling me or texting me for shit, because you won't be getting anything from me." 

I felt like my blood was boiling, my body was on fire and i'm sure my face was a bright red. I can't believe I just said all of that, I don't know what came over me. Before her or I could say anything else I stormed out of her room and closed the door behind me, putting myself against the door just to give myself a few seconds to actually breathe. 

What would Niall say if he found out what I said to her? What did I just do? I'm such an idiot.

I guess he didn't have to find out... right?

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I felt like I hadn't been at work in months, well a few weeks at least. My manager was really sweet about everything, she gave some time off, a lot of time actually. Today was my first day back and it was actually going pretty well, for once. 

Caiden had started working there a few days after I had taken time off. It was weird seeing him there and us talking, just like old friends would. I still wasn't sure how I felt about him but I was getting better about the whole situation.