i had a therapist told me once
it was ironic how much love i gave out cause i didnt give much to myself
she laughed
like self-love was a sick joke
i chuckled
and cried in my bedroom
i had someone tell me once
i could not love anyone else
until i learn to love myself
be my own queen .
This time
i got to laugh
the sick joke was mine
was me
might as well wait forever
