They Say I'm Messed Up

So There Was This Girl

So once there was this girl
Her daddy said she was his sweet little pearl
But little did daddy know that his child...
Cut
Screamed
Cried
He didn't know that she really tried
She tried to stay alive
But her school just wouldn't compromise
As they would call her names
And they would say that its just a game...
But not to her
Not to her because she's just seen as a blur
And while they're still playing
She's counting one by one...
One. She's got all her supplies
At the end, death will be her prize
Two. She has the note set. "Sorry daddy but to prepare for this was your best bet."
Three. Now she's got the gun in her hand. Hopefully this will go as she planned.
Four. Now she has it loaded about to pull the trigger. Better not back down now or her suffering will be bigger.
Five. Gun down. Girl down. All her world down. Daddy doesn't know yet, cuz she's just in the background.
Six. Now daddy finally found out. Traumatized. Destroyed. All he wanted to do is shout.
Seven. We're almost to ten! When we get there you'll realize the dad did care then.
Eight. Daddy got the gun. No he wasn't trying to have some fun. So he followed his daughter's path...
Nine. Now the world of 7.442 billion just lost two. But no one knows. No one even cares. No one feels blue
Ten: Now they're in heaven. How many years have they been dead? Oh its JUST eleven.

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So idk y but I was i the mood for this type of poem. Comment any feedback. Thanks!