As I lay here I look into the sky
Wondering if I should stay or die.
Voices are swarming
Life's so alarming
I think I should give up trying.
Friends don't care
Life's unfair
Why even try?
It's not worth to stay on earth
where you know that you're not loved
As time goes by I realize
That after all that mourning
People care that if I'm not there
And if I don't wake up that morning.
You're worthless and a piece of shit
No one cares about you bitch.
If I die, do not awake
For life has come my life to take.
As all the voices swarm,
My blade in hand but I do disarm.
My weapon thrown across the room,
Life's unfair with lots to gloom.
Here today and gone tomorrow
No one notices that I'm so shallow.
Break my heart and break my soul,
Death in life that is my goal.
I wish I could, I wish I might,
Lose this battle and lose the fight.
I may cut and I may harm
Yet these marks will always scar.
These scars are my life.
These scars are my soul.
These scars let me live.
And show what life can hold.
Worthless beings and overwhelmed souls
All plead for life to go stone cold
With death in sight
I could, I might
Not ever wake up tonight
I wish that I could, I wish that I might
End this life
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The Suicide Notes
PoesíaA series of poems written by me all on the topic of suicide. WARNING: THESE POEMS MAY BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME READERS. PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION
