AUTHOR'S NOTE

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Okay, so before i get started with my personal messages, there are some things i wanted you guys to know.

It took me exactly 1 month to finish this, wow, normally I didn't think it would be this sharp!

Over 47,000 words, whew!

If you are suicidal or have thoughts of it, which is characterized by self harm please get help. When Zayn burned himself, I was not going to let that bit go unnoticed. Plus, in real life, Zayn had an eating disorder, which is characterized as a form of self-harm. And yes I remember cut4zayn, please don't ever do that.

If you or someone you know is being abused, please get help. Please ask a trusted adult, a school counselor, a police officer or you can DM me for more information because it depends per country. 

Abuse can be excess chores such as what Zayn and Liam had to go through, but it can also be physical (hitting, kicking, slapping, burning, etc.), verbal (shaming, name-calling, cursing, condemning, etc.), emotional (over-controlling, forcing to do certain things, etc.), sexual (touching against will, lewd comments/jokes, inappropriate touching/behavior), neglect (starvation, squalid living conditions, encouragement to do illegal activities) and slavery (excess chores and duties/responsibilities beyond the victim's age)

Finally, my messages to certain people in particular deserve a HUGE shout out!

JamesCool15 Thank you for all of your comments! Other than @Louis_Payne_,you are the only other male reader so far who's commented, so thank you, buddy! Everyone, check out his book and give him a follow. 😉😉😉✅✅✅

Zangel2002, thank you for reading this and voting! I really love your comments! People, please check out her stories!💚💚

hendrixg, I know you're not here yet, but thank you for reading, when you arrive to this part! Please check out her One Direction Imagines/Oneshots!💜💜

CrazyForNialler, Thank you for all of your consistent votes! Please follow her! 💛💛

8farah, You have like, THE BEST COMMENTS, including the only one to advise me on smut 😂😂! I really like your comments! Everyone, please follow her! 

thelovelyashton, I know you're still reading as of right as I'm typing, but I love your comments. Please check her book, "I Deserve This" I really love it! ❤❤

Louis_Payne_, You're the only male directioner who's commented on my story, plus you're the first to read it, so SPECIAL thanks to you! 👏👏👏👏👋 Everyone, please follow him and read his story, "Abused by Him" and after that, it's sequel, "Tortured by Him" they are some of my favourite stories on Wattpad! You all seriously need to check it out! 

screamsintothevoid, You're my biggest supporter! Even though you may not like 1 D, you do support me, even in the worst of my struggles at home! You are my light in my eleventh hour. Guys, if you're a Gorillaz, TWENTY ØNE PILØTS, Hamilton or a Weeb, than follow her! 😊😊😊

Ja_is_here Thank you for voting on all of my stories! Yo, everyone check out her book too!

And to my friends irl, GamerGurl531MarmaladeSoup_MeowZares_BagelMushroom456screamsintothevoid


Okay, I know that none of these people are actually gonna read this, but I need to rant.

zayn: If you're reading this, know that I LOVE you! No offense if I did. 😍😍😍😍I'm sorry if this made you uncomfortable. (Guys, so I read Zayn's autobiography and Zayn said that all of the shipping, especially Larry actually caused their friendships to falter, so please do not rub this shipping in their face) But Zayn, in your autobiography, you said you loved fan art, and I have a fan art book! So please check that out, if you're ever gonna read this! Keep being such an artist! I would love it if you went drag again like you did in "Best Song Ever" But i would recommend french manicure! I really love your music, especially "Pillowtalk" and "Dusk till Dawn"

Niall Horan: I hope you enjoy seeing some of my love for you! Maybe you can recreate some of the scenes! You are my king!🤴🤴🤴 When I turn 18, I'd love to work as your personal assistant or secretary! I just wanna show you off to all of my friends, making them drool down their chinny-chin-chins!

Doniya and Waliyah Malik: I have nothing against you, but you two are the ones I chose to play as the evil stepsisters, if you ever come across this, know that I love you two!

Trisha: No offense, this is just a story, I don't believe that you're evil

Louis: Sorry if I put you in any weird feelings, no offense. But keep singing and eating carrots! 🥕🥕🥕. I love your voice and your 2013 hair! PS I'm really sorry about your mum, I have no idea what it must be like to lose someone so dear. 😢

Johanna Deakin: you're an angel for raising such a great singer. 😇😇😇👼👼

Liam: Sorry for killing you. I would never do that in real life, but I really do love your song, Bedroom Floor! I wish if your clothes were on MY bedroom floor!

Harry: Hey, you're straight in this story. Plus, I really love your 2017 hair. I'm sorry that you got assaulted during a charity performance. I hope you're okay now. But I love your compassion, especially when you encouraged people not to go to SeaWorld! 

1D : I'm sorry that you couldn't show your bromance with each other as much during 1D, don't be ashamed what others think, do whatever you want! Please come back!!!! Sooner the better! My favourite song always changes, but I love your song, "Rock Me" and "Drag Me Down" and "Little Things" 💖💛💚💙💜 

I hope you all enjoyed this! Have a good day/evening! Please check out my other books!

Hot or Not, This is a game where I post celebrities and you comment wether the celeb is 'hot' or 'not.' There are lots of funny comments.

Fan Art book I post my fan art.



NEW BOOK OUT! IT'S CALLED DENY, DENIED, DENIALL

Niall's whole childhood has been so isolated. He has been taught a very closed-minded version of justice. He has no touch with the outside world. But what happens when he meets a person whom is supposed to be a dirty infidel? What happens when he finds out the truth about life. What happens when he has to choose between life and justice? What will happen when he finds out the person he loves most is actually a sadistic snake and only uses him? Who will love him? Who will free him?
Meanwhile, as Niall's internal life is in crisis, another crisis is uprising, Zayn Malik, a local singer and scavenger, lives his normal life with his best friend, Liam Payne, his three sisters and his widowed mother. Until he meets Niall, he finds out that his entire life is soon to be annihilated. But he has a fighter spirit like his father before him. And he won't give up. Even of it means death.Warning: Does contain profanity, racism, smut and a very evil villain (but not as worse as Trump)


https://www.wattpad.com/story/130797377-deny-denied-and-deniall

PLEASE CHECK IT OUT AND COMMENT ON IT! IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH!!

Okay, I'm probably forgetting something, but I'll put it in here later, Meanwhile, comment, vote, add to your library/reading list, follow and share! 



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