(Co-Ai/Shin-Shi) Fanfiction

Tomorrow is the last Day (Oneshot)

- Antidote APTX 4869 found. Kudo Shinichi will return and Edogawa Conan will disappear, leaving Haibara Ai alone. How does Ai feel? -

Ai stared blankly at the night sky from her window's bedroom. Looked deeply at the night sky in front of her, exactly the moon. The color is so pale, just like the white skin of her who also had beautiful strawberry blonde hair. The blue sea eyes of her seemed to imply that there was something she was thinking about.

"Haah ..." the girl sighed softly. A weak smile came out of her thin cherry lips, laughing at her frantic heart.

"Do I have to cry again tonight? I'm stupid."

"All is over right? The promise he holds for me is paid off, my life is peaceful now, this is the right time for me to reply ..." Ai opened a small box at top of a drawer. A silver pill. Directing it to the moonlight, glistening in the girl's hand.

Antidote APTX 4869.

She managed to make it. Permanently. For 3 years she was struggling with chemicals, for 3 years also have dozens of pills results of her experiments failed.

FLASHBACK

"Haibara! You finished the antidote ?! Yosh! You know how happy I am!" Conan shouted with joy. Unknowingly, he hugged his fellow. Ai who initially tried to ignore his behavior also surprised.

"Are you happy, Kudo-kun?" Ai thought sadly.

It hurts. Ai struggled to keep her breathing normal, she couldn't cry in front of him.

"You touched me, mister of a sleazy detective." Conan surprised and instantly took a step back. Big grin attached beautifully to his handsome face. When can Ai see him again after this? Can't she?

"You really haven't the slightest regret?" Ai looked seriously at Conan.

"Huh? What do you mean, Haibara?"

Stupid.

Insensitive.

"Parting with them, Shoneun-Tantei. What do you think?"

Conan froze. The his happiness just disappeared. The little guy bent his head down, slowly shaking. Trying to hold back the tears that want to burst out. He wasn't even aware of how the pain had pierced in his body just from a few seconds.

"Sorry ..." Conan realized he was stupid. Always too late to understand his own feelings.

Ai was silent. Shifted her gaze from the owner of the jet-black hair whom he loved secretly to other side. The guy who always protected him, risked his life for him, made him feel life other than the dark of her past and made her now free to determine an own life would go away. It does not go as distance, but by heart. He will return to the real Kudo Shinichi that Haibara Ai does not recognize him as closely as Edogawa Conan. He will not be beside her again.

Hurt. It's Hurt.

The tears finally fell down, past on top of her tiny cheekbone. Her chest was tight. She really wants to cry loudly if only this guy beside her is not there. Is it selfish?

"Haibara, y-you're crying?" Conan was surprised. Guilty approached him. His blue-sky eyes stared at blue-sea eyes of the girl in front of him. The tears, Conan could not even say, only his legs unconsciously tried to get close.

"Don't."

Ai turned over, her back against Conan. Trying to take a deep breath, calming the of her raged mind.

"That's your choice Kudo-kun, no need to feel guilty, I'm just sad for losing you ..." The girl bit her lip, closed her eyes, insisted against her feelings.

"You have to say goodbye to them well, Kudo-kun, I absent today."

Yes, Ai will not be able to see Ayumi, Mitsuhiko and Genta feel what she feels now. It is enough. It was so painful for her.

"Sorry, Haibara ... sorry." Only a word of apology Conan keeps saying in reply. Deep in his heart, the young guy was crying, being an Edogawa Conan had given him a lot of valuable lessons. Especially the ties with the police officers, Shoneun-Tantei and also especially the girl in front of him. The girl he wants to protect with all his might, the girl who always helps him, nearby him, making him comfortable. Conan even realized, the memories of himself in this small figure was so precious. Shit. He had never realized it before, because He was too obsessed about returning to his original body and returning to a girl from childhood -whom he decided to be his destiny-. He was not willing, but he had promised that he, Kudo Shinichi will come back to life for her.

He looked at the tiny figure of the girl's back away. Conan's eyes blur, the young guy sheds his tears,

"Haibara ... Sorry.... "

FLASHBACK END

Ai cried again in silence. His hands were clenched, burying thepill in his hand. Furiously holding a sob out from her mouth.

Tommorow.

The last day I could see an Edogawa Conan forever. He will not drink poison APTX 4869 again just to entertain or accompany a rough girl seems like her, right?

Ai laughed sadly in the middle of tears that continue to flood both her smooth cheeks. She must really give up her own ending story. The girl looked back at the moon, at least she had to trap every stroke of Edogawa Conan's face that looks perfect in the eyes of Haibara Ai in the silhouette of the moon. Yes, if the young guy is happy later, what else she can?

Let this tonight, Ai becomes a whiny girl. She could not bear it.

Her hero

Her crush

Her soulmate

Her best friend

Her life

Edogawa Conan

Tomorrow is the last day she will see his figure as Edogawa Conan and for forever she will never be able to see it again.

A small piece of paper in her hand folded and he inserted a small box where the medicine was located. Ai slowly closed his eyes. She is really tired now.

"I hope you do not realize it, Kudo-kun. Good-bye, my everything..."

Letter from Haibara Ai :

Thank you for all the time. I hope you are always happy.

Ai
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FIN