Never

Chapter 1- Leave me alone

I laid in my cold and dark bedroom. Tears rolled down my cheeks.

‘Maybe today will be better?’ My mind told me; I knew it wouldn’t be.

I stayed still and I sobbed into my pillow. My mind felt like it was made up of wool. I was lonely, sad, depressed. I finally prompted myself up and picked up my phone. I wiped away the tears and rubbed my eyes to clear my vision. I had texts from my friends flooding my front screen. I unlocked my phone and began to read.

Penny –

“Eleanor get up and get ready! You’re coming out with me and Holly!”

I groaned and checked my texts from Holly.

Holly-           

“I know you’re awake. Get up, we will be there in twenty!”

I rolled out of bed and sighed. Dragging my body to my bathroom and washed my face. Even though I dreaded whatever they had planned I knew they would harass me until I gave in.

The clock had just changed to five o’clock and I was waiting for a knock at the door. I had thrown on a coral coloured dress with some heels and my vintage white glasses. I barley put any make up on but enough to make me feel okay with how I look.

“OPEN UP!” I hear a yell from the other side of the door then a knock.

I open the door to see Penny and Holly standing at the door looking all nice and done up.

“I don’t think this is a good idea,” I said.

“Nope! Let’s go,” Penny said pulling me out of my house and closing the front door.

I rolled my eyes and jumped into Holly’s car.

“Alright so where are we going?” I questioned.

Holly started the car and we began down the road.

“X Factor auditions,” Holly spoke.

“No! We are not going to see the auditions! I refuse,” I said planning a way to get out of it.

“Eleanor! Don’t you remember how much you use to love music and singing.”

“Yeah! Use to!” I said emphasising ‘use to’.

Ever since I was diagnosed with depression my love for singing and music had dropped. Usually it would make me feel happy but now it just irritates me.

“Maybe this will get you back into loving it again, show you what you’re missing,” Penny smiled back at me.

I crossed my arms and lent my head against the window gently closing my eyes.

“WE ARE HERE!!” Penny sung waking me up from my light slumber.

I groaned as I lifted up my head from the window.

“Great!” I said in a sarcastic manner as I stretched to get rid of the stiffness.

“Eleanor can’t you be happy for once!” Holly complained.

I huffed out the car door and walked up to the gates. It was only 5:30 and the doors opened in an hour. Surprisingly we were actually like one of the first groups there.

“Yay! We may get some good seats!” Penny’s voice boomed.

I plonked myself on the floor and played games on my phone. The other girls chatted away and complained every now and then how I was anti-social and boring.

“Maybe it’s because I don’t want to be here!” I stood up and walked into the bathroom that was just across from the line.

I felt a breakdown coming on but I held it back. I took a few deep breaths and joined the line once again.

“QUICK ELEANOR THE LINE’S MOVING!” Holly yelled over the screams of girls.

I walked over and by that time we were all going into the arena.

“Quick. Move. Go. Sit. Stop.” All the security guards were saying.

Penny, Holly and I got placed in the 3rd row from the front, just behind all the family members.

“WOW! This is amazing!” Penny gleamed.

It was pretty amazing how close we were but I was still unamused.

“Okay first act up!” The host informed us.

The night moved slowly and I was bored out of my brains. All the acts were old ducks who were half okay but still not fantastic. Right now all I needed was a funny act.

“Alright next act!”

The crowd went wild and out came three cute boys. The girls began to squeal.

“What are your names,” Nat said cheekily.

“I’m Charlie,” The tall brown headed boy said

“I’m Scott,” The tall cute blacked headed boy said

“and I’m Daniel,” The blonde one said.

“I dibs Charlie!” Penny yelled!

“Scott’s mine,” Holly called.

“Eleanor I guess you’re with Daniel,” Penny said.

I wasn’t too upset with that because he was the hottest one there. My cheeks began to get hot and red. I started to smile as I looked to the ground. I contained myself and looked back up and the music began to play.

“I was left, to my own, devices,” Charlie sung.

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