Trigger warning! I actually cried while writing this.
Empty. That's all you ever felt. Happiness and joy were not present in your life. Your mother had left a long time ago, leaving you with an abusive father. Between the beatings and the bullying you got at school, you just couldn't take it anymore so you climbed to the top of Mt Ebott and fell.
When you discovered you had survived, you were angry. No, scratch that. You were furious. Out of rage, you killed everyone in the underground.
When you got to Sans, you were covered in dust. After realizing what you'd done, you sank to your knees, tears brimming in your eyes.
"Please, just kill me. End my suffering." You sobbed, looking up at Sans.
"No. People like you deserve to suffer." He said in a low voice, his eye glowing blue.
"Then I'll just do it myself." You whispered as you plunged your knife into your heart, coughing up blood. The last thing you saw was Sans running towards you, worry on his face. Then everything was black.
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"Could I really reset? Maybe I could see my mother again." You pressed the reset button, hoping that you would go back to when you were still part of a happy family but instead you were where you first feel into the underground.
"USELESS, USELESS, USELESS!" You screamed, pulling your arms close to you with tears streaming down your face.
Eventually you just started going and didn't kill anyone this time. You helped the monsters get out of the underground and they invited you to stay with them. Every time you looked at them you saw them dying so you kindly refused but they insisted.
You didn't do much of anything. You would stay in your room all the time, only coming out to use the bathroom or eat little to no food. The others soon noticed but didn't know how to talk to you about it.
"Y/n, dear. We're going out to eat tonight. Would you like to come?" Toriel asked.
"No thanks. I'm not hungry."
"Alright. We'll see you later."
Once you were sure that the others had left, you snuck down to the kitchen and grabbed the sharpest knife you could find.
"You don't do anything right. You're useless. They don't like you, they just pity you. You can't even die right. You're good for nothing." You slid the knife across your arm, going deeper then you previously had. Little did you know that a certain skeleton had stayed behind.
"Yo, y/n. Are you in here?" Sans walked in just in time to see you place the knife above your heart. His eye glowed blue as he dove forward and snatched the knife from your shaking hands.
"Why." You looked up at him. "Why do you want me to suffer?"
"Shit, Y/n." Sans pulled you into a hug. "I don't want you to suffer. It kills me to see you like this."
"But I killed him. I killed Papyrus. You said it yourself, I should be burning in hell. I can't live like this anymore. Every time I look at them, I see them dying. I see me killing them over and over. How are you not mad at me?" You clutched his jacket tightly as sobs racked your body.
"Sh, it's okay." Sans patted your back soothingly. "I don't hate you. Of course I was mad at first, bit then I got to know you. You are not a cold blooded killer. I love you so much." He picked you up and carried you upstairs to the bathroom where he cleaned your wounds then brought you to your bed, where you instantly fell asleep.
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