Forever

Prologue

I walked inside the hospital, my heart hammering inside my chest. I've always hated hospitals, as cliché as that sounds, they were so depressing. when I was little I used to go to a hospital to visit my grandpa. he was so sick that every time I looked at him it made me cry. he was the best. After he died I never dared to visit another hospital, it brought back too many memories. But here I am now, walking down the hall to the room 'he' was in. It had been two weeks since the accident but the doctors had not received any positive response. I saw Sam sitting beside the bed on a chair. His hair was messed up, blood shot eyes, all in all he looked just like me but what was sad that 'he' looked even worse. Lying on the hospital bed looking so pale and fragile. Guilt is what I've felt all day, every day. I was the reason for this, for all the pain he was going through, I could have given him a chance to explain but no I had to be a stubborn bitch, I kept blaming him all the freaking time. He had stiches all over his body. I started crying all over again, it was not easy to be so strong for him. Sam tried to comfort me but nothing could stop me from shedding my tears now. My tears ran down like a broken dam, I couldn't stop them even if I wanted to. How can he leave me like this when I needed him the most, how can he do this to me. He promised to love me but now...now I don't know anymore. He told me he would never leave me and would love me forever...