A letter to a goddess

Dear Marlyn

I woke up this morning wanting to somehow never wake up from a dream, a dream where I sat on banks of a river, played a guitar and sang praises of your beauty, while you frolicked naked around on my tunes splashing water and mud around, your white thighs splashed with mud and water, your open hair combined with roses flying, you dance freely, letting the garland on your neck fly, while your hands speak about the love, your feat dances in tunes of seduction, you look like God himself carved you out of pure marble, those curves on your hips, your slender back, your rosy thighs, your supple breasts and that infectious smile and the twinkle in your eyes and your cheeks red as you blush advancing towards the bank, you pause and kneel as in you submit to seduction, but your hands talk about freedom, you lie there in mud, letting it make love to your body, your white skin glowing and shining like a Lotus that blossoms in mud, you are a lotus not just in my dreams but in real, you have seduced many on the large screen, broken a million hearts, you are not a star, you are the star the only star.

That is how it is almost every morning for me now. I wake up and I immediately wish I'd never had woken up. My dreams have become my happy place, I want them to be my reality, we started this journey together, aiming to touch the sky, and fly to moon and dance on the sun, embarked leaving all behind with you, for you.

People might say that life is about the journey and not the destination, but that makes no sense because the journey is full of perseverance. Perseverance is getting through something hard to get the reward, feeling happy right ?

Even if life has something to offer, it doesn't last. I see our lives going downhill. We are never going to accomplish our dreams the way we are doing things now, it maybe me over thinking. We focus too much of social status and how people would perceive us in reality, living the life which exists on media, we focus appreciation of a thousand unknown instead of focusing on the importing things, focusing on love.

But then that's how I see the world, my world is small revolves around you, just you, I don't need a million people to love me, a million people to scream my name but you my love, were born for that, mundane things like love cannot hold back what is making of the goddess, when you are on that screen all that matters is you, when your robe falls, every heart stops, all eyeballs focus on your chisled body, and when you make love on screen, it races a million hearts and each day a million fall in your love, I was first among the million and shall always be one.

I always wanted things to be different for us, special but all now is see is bleak future, full of pain and sadness. I do not blame you, eventually you will realise I am right, you and I are not meant to be ever, you are meant to be bigger than relaity, bigger that what you are now and i, i am just someone who fell in love with you and till my dying breath shall love you, even if you don't see it today one day you shall see it, come see me that day and I shall wait, even if takes an eternity.

Yours lovingly