Lies

chapter 5

"So how do you suggest we do this ?"I asked feeling nervous. I know if he says we should have sex again ,I might say yes.what!!he is HOT .

'I would have said that I will donate my sperm but that method is not the best.so I will have sex with you.for the baby's sake of course 'Nathan said smirking.

He's  really enjoying this.i can't let him get away with this.'So we will have sex continously till am pregnant. That's what you mean right? ".i  asked slightly disgusted by this .

'You say it like it's a bad thing.'he said as he got up from the chair with a frown .He was slightly annoyed by what I said.

"Yes it kinda is .you see I always wanted to have sex only to my husband that i love not some random stranger "I said slightly rasing  my voice. I looked into his eyes then I saw it.Behind the calm,cool,collected doctor was a broken soul

he laughed calmly and said "I see why your boyfriend left you "with that I flinched not because of what he said but because of where my hand was.

Yes I slapped him and it felt good .what!!!i have never slapped anyone in my life but damn in movies they make it seem so easy .my hand is on fire.oh well I got to touch his cheek rightt .

I could see it in his face that he was shocked. I took a step closer to him"Look here Mr doctor you have no right to say I deserve to be cheated on.just because am not one of those whores that you fuck around with doesn't mean you can insult me " I said poking his chest ."Infact am done here.fuck this.fuck you.i can't stand here and get insulted because am helping you ."I said  as I turned around to leave.As I walked to the door.i felt bad because he didn't stop .God please make him stop me .i didn't have anywhere to go to. Gosh am so stupid.

"Jasmine wait please wait "Oh I heard him alright but I have to form hard to get; not too hard though before he changes his mind. I kept on walking but at a slower pace now as if he didn't call me.i was almost at the door when I felt his hand on my shoulder .oh thank you lord. he turned me around slowly.and dropped his hands to his sides.maybe he felt it too.

"Jasmine, look am so sorry. I don't know what came over me . please forgive me. Am not usually like this please. "He said as scratched the back of  his neck."please don't leave after giving me hope.if you like we won't have sex till you are ready or we will do the sperm donor one".I looked at where he was holding me and his eyes next ,they showed that he was  genuinely sorry.

"Okay I forgive you. Only because I don't have a place to stay. Dont worry we will have sex only because its safer and more effective. And don't dare talk to me like that again,am not one of your nurses or whores okay "Wait did I just agree to sex

'Okay,okay,I won't talk to you like that.'he said chuckling.

"OMG so you do have whores.my lord !!you need to be tested before we do anything. "I said teasingly but a hint of seriousness. God I never knew I would ever be in this kind of situation. I always  thought I would marry kelvin and give birth to two daughters and we will live happily ever after. but I guess things change

Nathan noticing my change of mood came closer and put his hand on my shoulder and lifted my face with the other.and wiped my tears . i didnt even know i was crying" oh my God jas,please don't cry .am sorry. see jasmine am really sorry about what I said. look i will make it up to you .but please don't cry, am not good with crying girls.i don't know what to do with them when they cry.and i dont do whores or nurses either. "When he was done talking I hugged him.he stiffened up a little before hugging me back.

"I have to go pay for the hospital bills.i will be back in a gfy " I gave him my best are you serious look. "What !!!that's what kids say nowadays . "

"Thank God you said kids cause FYI you are not one ."He pouts at what I said.how could he be so sexy yet so cute. And damn those lips.what I could do with them. Jas stop drooling.

"Ahha you're trying to say am too HOT to be a kid "he winked as he said."and FYI you  really look ulgy when you cry."He didn't just said that .but kelvin told me i looked beautiful when I cry.oh well he is a liar and also a cheat.

'Now how will I sleep at night?just remembering her face while she cried ,gives me goosebumps. 'He murmurs to himself as he left the door

"HEY!!!I heard that ."

'You were meant to .and get ready we are going home once I get back.'he shouted from the hallway.

His coworkers will probably think he's losing it.i laughed to myself. So am going home?the qestiom is where is home jas? do you  really want to do this ?for all you know he might be a serial kill ,a sexy,handsome ,dreamy,hot serial killer that saved my life.anyways it's too late to back out now .my new life BEGINS