You're Everything to Me

Um, I wasn't all that sure I was going to post it seeing as it wasn't planned, so . . . yeah. Obviously I decided to post it. RD hasn't seen this ever and I haven't mentioned it to anyone so this will be a surprise to everyone.

I'm sorry if this is shit.

"What are we now?" I looked down. I couldn't help it. I couldn't look into the eyes I drowned in for so long.

"I don't want to be nothing to you when you're everything to me."

"How could you possibly think you're nothing to me?" I noticed the bewilderment and slight hurt in the question.

I shrugged. "I guess I thought that, after you left I became nothing to you like I'm nothing to everyone else."

"Don't you see all the looks you get from strangers? Don't you notice all the whores throwing themselves at you? Don't you notice the flirts that appear as soon as you walk in? Don't you hear the whispers? I do. I notice it all. Those three months we were apart I was so scared you would find someone else. I was terrified they would take you from me. But the worst part was knowing you would eventually find someone. I knew that eventually we'd start talking and I'd be at your wedding with someone who wasn't me. I'd be beside you watching you marry someone else. I'd fake a smile and as soon as I was alone I would break. I would break and for the first time you wouldn't be there for me. You wouldn't be there to put me back together. I don't see why you even glanced at me when you had the world eating out of your hand." I didn't say anything. What could I say?

"No."

"What?" The question came out shaky from tears. I looked up and reached over and wiped them away.

"Don't think I don't deserve you. Don't think you're not 'worthy' of me. Don't think I COULDN'T look at you. I don't think anyone on the same street as you could walk past and not see you. I might be blind, but not as blind as you. You can't see all the eye rape you get. That's why I was always displaying our relationship. I wanted everyone to know that you were mine and I was yours." I did something I told myself I wouldn't after he tore my heart out with three words. 'I hate you.'

I leaned foreword and delicately landed on soft, lush lips. I don't think either of us thought about what we were doing. I spun my fingers in soft hair. A hand cupped the back of my neck and gripped my hip, pulling me closer. I rested my elbows on toned shoulders still merging my fingers in silky hair. I slid a hand down a defined back and "slipped" my hand under fabric. As planned, a gasp made it's way out. I took advantage of that and slipped my tongue in, smirking. I brought my hand back up to close any space between us. We fought for dominance for a while before my back hit the wall I was in front of startling me and losing the battle. I jumped up straddling a waist too perfect. Soft hands held me up. I never wanted this to stop. I didn't need to put a face to the body and lips. They're the only ones I have, and want to do this with. I heard the three words that held just as much force as the ones that destroyed me.

"I love you." I felt my heart soar and butterflies storm in my stomach.

"I love you." I warned, pulling back. I love you more than when I realized it. I loved you when you hated me."

Cheeks flushed red as eyes met mine, looking down before confidently looking me in the eyes. "I loved you when you were an asshole about your parents." I felt awe carve it's way onto my face.

"That was years before."

"We've been friends forever."

"I don't want to be friends." I mumbled shyly.

"What?" Pain came to life in that one word.

I shook my head. "No. I want to be more." Pain was banished to be replaced with joy, happiness, awe, and lust. "I'll never leave again." I promised.

"What do you mean? You can't. You're a part of my heart and soul. And I'll never let you leave again."

Again, sorry if this sucks. I wrote this on my phone. LOVE YOU COPY AND PASTE!!

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