OG Boysquad Imagines

I still love you • S.C.L

(Inspired by Pills n Potions by Nicki Minaj)

He hurt me...a lot

You would expect someone like him to be an angel, the way he acts around his fans, friends and family. Even little kids who could barely speak loved him. He was that amazing.

But deep down he is a bad person. Selfish, thinks the entire world revolves around him, he's too famous for some people.

Too famous for his own girlfriend.

Not only did he let the game get to him, but his desires...sexual desires.

It was right after he came back from Mexico. It was with the girl I called my 'best friend'. Autumn Miller. I was at the airport to pick him up and I knew something was up when his face slightly fell down as he saw me.

That night he said he was going to the studio to practice. I figured it was okay until I realized he had lied to me. Instead of the studio he went to her house.

I sat on my bed watching Shane Dawson because he was so entertaining for numerous days until I heard the door open. I didn't realize anything was going on until I walked into the room while he was changing.

His back was to the door and it was slightly cracked open but I opened it wider only to see long scratch marks on his back.

"Hey babe, what are those on your back?" He turned around lifting his shirt a bit to pull up his joggers and then I saw hickeys on his stomach.

That was just the first time there were many others and now I'm sitting here not touching my food as Sean ate his.

I knew I shouldn't be with him after these past weeks. I can't stand it, but I still love him. It's the right decision to leave but I can't I or else I couldn't survive.

"Why aren't you eating? Y/n?" Sean asks. I look up at him then stand up and throw away my food.

I'm gonna do it. Im gonna leave him.

I walk into the room and get my suitcase then start putting clothes in there.

"Y/n what are you doing?"
Ignore him

"Y/N!"
Ignore.

"HEY LISTEN TO ME!" I look at him with tears starting to pour out of my eyes. "I know what you do behind my back." I whisper.

"I know you don't go to the studio almost every night. I know those scratches aren't from Oreo and I KNOW THOSE "BRUISES FROM PAINT BALL" ARE HICKEYS!" I yell at him.

He looked at me with shock and sadness. "Y/n I'm-"

"Sorry? Yeah well too bad Sean 'sorry' won't cut it. You know the reason why I stayed with you instead of leaving as soon as I found out is because I thought you could change and because I loved you so damn much. Hell I still love you."

"Y/n, please I'll change just please don't go. I love you so much. Please I'll change I'll be loyal and I won't ever talk to a girl without your permission. Y/n I'm so sorry just please." Sean sobbed on his knees.

I turned around and zipped my suitcase then set it on the floor. I began walking to the front door but he got in front of me. "No no no no no, y/n please please please. I'll kill myself if you leave, you're everything to me I'll be so depressed I'll go crazy without you please." He cried holding onto my shoulders.

I moved out of his way then walked out the front door. I closed it behind me and walked over to the garage. I cried sliding down the wall. I heard loud sobs and bangs coming from inside the house. I go to get my phone but realize I didn't have it so I slowly walk into the house again.

I go to the kitchen to see a horrific scene. Sean layed there on the floor with a slit in his left arm and a bloody knife in the other. I quickly got my phone and dialed 911.

"PLEASE HURRY MY BOYFRIEND JUST TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF!" I yelled. I gave her the address then grabbed a cloth and put it on his arm. "Oh God Sean." I said as the ambulance came.

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I waited outside the room until the doctor said it was okay to come in. I saw him laying therewith his eyes closed. I sit next to him and put my hand in his cold one. He opened his eyes and smiled at me.

"I'm sorry y/n. For everything. You don't deserve me. Leave and find a better person who wont hurt you like I did." Sean said.

I didn't do anything but kiss him.

"I still love you."

"I never stopped loving you."

Heyy y'all this is my new story ig if you haven't already, go and read my other story 'The Rival' hope you enjoyed this imagine and stay tuned.