Even the sun sets in paradise (One Direction Niall Romance)

Ruth

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CHAPTER 9

Charlie POV.

The testing was just as I had remembered it the first time. It was just as scary, I wish I could have had Harry or Niall here to hold my hand but…I couldn’t tell them. By the time the testing had finished I was very tired and needed to sleep. I was wheeled back into my room by one of the nurses. When I arrived I was disappointed to see the boys waiting there. All I wanted to do was sleep. I smiled groggily as I entered the room.

“Hey babe!” Harry cried as he ran to my side.

“Hey.” I smiled as harry gave me a peck.

The rest of the boys smiled at me as I got up and climbed into the bed. I looked to my right and looked over to Ruth who had taken a break from reading and gave me a smile and asked me how I was.

“I’m okay.” I replied, trying to sound as happy as I could.

The boys had apparently brought back some food but they already ate, then about half an hour ago Niall got hungry again and ate my share. I laughed at him as he looked down guiltily.

“Awww Nialler! No! it’s okay!” I giggled and took hold of his hand.

When I touched his hand he flinched and took his hand back and walked to the other side of the room and played on his phone. I was hurt. I know Niall would have been bummed that I was with Harry…I mean that kiss… I still cared about him and it hurt to think he was angry at me. I smiled weakly and then asked the boys to leave.  I was too tired to deal with all my feelings at the moment and couldn’t think. The boys left unwillingly.

“But I have hardly seen you all day babe!” Harry whined.

I laughed,”Aww diddums! I’m really tired…I’ll see you tomorrow?”

He sighed and gave me a kiss on the forehead. They all slowly filed out leaving me and Ruth alone together again. I was about to excuse myself to go to the bathroom when the door creaked open. It was Niall…again. Ruth saw this and understood we needed to be alone she got up and explained she felt like an evening walk. Niall needed to stop sneaking in here. I sat up in my bed and smiled at him. He softly sat next to my bed. He gazed at me sympathetically and tucked a lock of hair behind my ear. I looked into his eyes and felt him moving closer. As we were about to kiss I moved my head away. I couldn’t. I couldn’t do that to Harry. I was sure I had a connection Niall…a connection I didn’t think possible, but I couldn’t do that to Harry. Niall looked ashamed.

“Charlie…You need to tell me straight up…Now, right now! You need to tell me if I ever have a chance with you or if you are going to stay with harry.”

“Niall” I whispered,” I can’t make that decision right now. I really like Harry! You know I do! But…”

“But??”

“But nothing! I can’t think about this! Harry would be devastated!”

“So that’s your decision?” I nodded, “Well…” He continued,” This is your last chance, after this…well I won’t wait for you.”

I nodded again and sighed. This was the last time I was going to be with Niall. I liked him so much. So much and it hurt me because even though I was with Harry, being with Niall felt so right. I grazed his cheek with my hand and pulled him closer.