Cut my hair

Sometimes I'm upset

  I feel like I'm not normal.But I don't know why.Is it because of my many siblings?I don't think so.Why am I worrying about this?I'm only 11.I don't feel normal..but am I normal?
  "Omg Luna!!!",Lori said."Don't your remember?It's my birthday today!And I'm finally a teenager an I can get a boyfriend!!!Also I can make accounts on different social medias!!!"
  "Happy birthday!",I called.
"Cmon down,we have cake!"
I went down the stairs."We saved a piece for you,Luna.",Leni said."It has a purple balloon!"
I ate my cake.It didn't felt like Lori's last birthday."Hey Luna..",7 years old Lincoln said."Why aren't you playing happy birthday on your keyboard..?"
  "Oh..sorry...but..",I said."It's ok.",smiled Lincoln.Lincoln is a good brother.
"Present time!",Lori said.
"Are you ready to play?",Lynn asked.
"Yes,bring the first one up!",Lori said.
Lincoln brought the first one.
"Is that a new phone..?",Lori said as she unwrapped the present."It is!"
Lori swiped the screen and pressed the buttons."Maybe it's just out of batteries.",Lori said."I'm guessing this later,when it's charged."
"One point for the person that brought her the phone!",Lincoln called.
Lori unwrapped the next present."A black thin ribbon..?",Lori guessed.She looked around the room."This is no ribbon,it's a piece of Lucy's hair!"
"Correct.",Lucy said."It's my hair."
"One point for Lori!",Lincoln said.
Lori looked at the phone.Not even 1% yet."Huh..",she said.
Then she opened another present."EW!Is that mud?!"
"Lana..?"
"Ya,me.",2 years old Lana said,laughing.
"Another point!",Lincoln said.
Lori unwrapped another present.
"Is that a..ball made out of paper..?Whoa,it's pretty hard.",Lori said."Lynn?"
"Ya!",Lynn said."It's actually a metal ball that I wrapped in paper.You can use it to trick people!"
"Nice!",Luan said.
"And another point for Lori!",Lincoln announced.
"A card!",Lori said.She read it out loud.
"Hi!It's me!
I think you are the best biggest sister ever!!!
All my sisters are very very cool!!!!!!!!!
What makes you special is that you take care of me besides my mommy and daddy!!!
Love,me!!!!!!!!!!"
Lori thought."All my sisters.....and this person didn't say anything about a brother...Lincoln?"
"Ya!A point for you!",Lincoln said.
Lori looked at the phone.Still no battery."Luan.....is this broken or fake?"
"Yep!",Luan said.
Lori unwrapped another present.
"A magazine!"
"Ya,it totally has the best stuff.",Leni said.
"Is it you?"
"Well,like,ya."
"Another point for Lori!"
Lori got a really wrapped present.The ribbons were symmetric,and there were a lot of ribbons and decoration.Lori slowly teared it apart.2 years old Lola began to cry."There's nothing in here!",Lori said.She looked at Lola.
"Ohhh!The wrapping WAS the present!Sorry Lola...",Lori said.
"Another point for Lori!",Lincoln said.
"I win.",Lori concluded.
"Wait,Luna,why didn't you get me anything?",Lori asked.
"Well..I'm here..and I still love you..",I said.
"Alright,love is everything.",Lori said.
I felt terrible.And I still didn't answer my question.Why do I feel different?