Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

We Are Alike

"As the rain falls my tears fall as well, because of you" -☔️

Y/n pov

I woke up looking at my phone and looking and my arm...cuts. I almost forgot that I cut myself I did it last night how can I forget? I hate myself! I hate the fact that Im not good enough! Those girls were right Mom did kill her self for disappointment. I put on a jacket to hid it the guys dont need to know right..? I heard a ding from my phone. "Y/n wanna hang lets go to the park! Oh and its Taehyung but call me Tae Joon gave me your number 😊" Taehyung? Weird. I decided to text back "Sure meet you at 12:00" I went into my closet to pick out something. I wore black skinny jeans and a white sweater.

It was 12:00 and waited for Tae to pick me up and saw a nice white car, assuming it was Taes I was right. He rolled down the window. "Hey Y/n! Come in!" I went into the car and it smelt like GIRLS when I say that I mean straight up perfume. I went on and asked "Uh not to be nosy but why does it smell like a lot of girls have been in this car?" "Oh you know why" he said with a wink...WAIT WHAT EW EW EW. I began to stay calm and just had wide eyes. He giggled "what why are you giggling" I looked under my thigh to see a empty condom wrapper! I swatted it out of my seat. "Oh thats not funny your sweater is pretty loose so at the bottom so I could probably you know put my-"  I put my hand over his mouth. And he kissed my hand. I turned the other way so he couldn't see I was blushing.

We got to the park and stopped at the bridge were and the bottom it was water filled with flowers its was beautiful. All of a sudden I hear Tae yell "Hey Jimin Babo!" He was waving to the person who was on the bench. "C'mon I'll show you my friend he goes to the school too!" He grabbed my wrist to hard that my cuts actually hurt. When we got down to meet him he was wearing a sweater had dyed blond hair. "Oh sup Im Jimin" he told me "Im Y/n" he seemed short but I cant talk Im only 5"3. "I just noticed something shes shorter than you!!" I looked at him confused but let it go. "Oh wow real height difference. About 6 inches taller!" The blond boy said with a smile. "You two talk I need to go to the bathroom!" Taehyung ran away and it was only me and him. "Im Jimin..and you?" Jimin asked "Oh Im Y/n." I said sitting next to him on the bench. I rolled up my sleeves showing my cuts...I bet Jimin saw and yet he's pretty cute. He suddenly started to talk "You just like huh?" He smirked, "wh-what do you mean?" I asked confused. He turned towards me "The cuts." I was shocked. Him self harm? I saw that he rolled his sweater sleeves up to."O-oh" I said not know how to respond "Its okay I see you've been going through a tough time. Here have my number in case your feelings low." Jimin said handing his phone. " I already know Taes friend Namjoon...but Yoongi and Jungkook..? Put me in a chat with them so I could get to know them." I put in my # and we stayed there waiting forever in silence. "So tell me about yourself, parents, siblings?" I looked down and answered "Oh I don't really know my dad since the last time I saw him was when I was 6, and my mom...*sigh*  she killed herself last year. And I have no siblings" I looked to see Jimins face he had the same smile "Wow I didn't know we were that much alike...my dad left me when I has born and my mother grew sick and died in her bed" he said with a sad tone in his voice. My phone dinged...it was from Tae "Hey sorry cant comeback I may have some business to do hehe 😏 😉" . "Ugh my rides gone Tae went on having sex with some girl again.." I told Jimin. "HAHA you know? Tae usually stocks with Nam they're friends with benefits its so weird." Jimin told me "Hold on is that why his car always smells like girls?" Jimin nodded." I can take you home if you want I have a bike." I politely nodded.

I hopped on his Bicycle and asked me where I live I just told him I live in Taehyungs apartment place.

Jungkooks pov

I was playing the music box that y/n gave me...I miss her...I feel like something bad is going to happen in school to someone...hopefully its not her...