Damn it I think my school alarm is going off I get up and turn it off another day of hell I mean school I walk in the bathroom wow I look horrible I put my hair up and jump into the hot shower washing way stress, pain,blood,and tears no I'm not on my period or anything it is just I have been depressed for years I do.... Self harm and well I get bullied I just hate myself sometimes any way I get out of the shower and dry if I start doing my hair idk but I felt energised so I decided to dress up today I curls my hair put on light makeup and cover my scars with foundation and change into this
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I went down stairs to grab breakfast and my bag I grabbed my keys for my car and drove off to hell I means school damn I always get the to confused
I get out of my car when I get there and walk to my locker were I get a slap to the face I don't cry though my mom always told me to never give people a reaction that makes you weak I look back up to see my one and only living hell...Daniel
"Hi Daniel" I say with no emotion going around him to get to my locker He seems mad "hey bitch did I say you could walk away from me" He yells to me "no" I said and kept walking he seemed angry well I guess if you have a annoying personality like me then you have people who want to kill you
Daniels pvo
I was waiting for her she walk down the Hall she looked so cute in that short dress her hair curled I wish I could be with her but I've been bulling her for years though she would not believe me so I had to be rude.
Skip to the end of the day
Back to myas pvo
Before I get to my car to go home I get kicked and punched then called names from everyone I pass basically I get home today has me feeling worse than ever I feel like I should end it I mean it's been like 4 years since people at school called me by my name and my parents are barley home but my old friends are coming over today his name is Harry yes Harry Styles he's been making music for year but still comes over with his friends and family to see me he would be the only one who cares but I don't care I am going to do it
I get home doing Daniel and his group they only live a couple houses down anyway a couple hours later Harry and his friends show up we are hanging out when the door bell rings I know it's Daniel when I'm home he bothers me sometimes but before I could get to the door Harry opened it I knew something bad was going to happen Harry answer the door with a kind smile "hi who are you" Daniel seemed surprised when he saw THE Harry Styles "um yeah is mya home " I walk over to the door standing behind Harry but Harry pulls me next to him rapping his arm around me and replied for me with a"yeah she's right her you should come in" Harry led him to the living room then joined his friends in the kitchen to allow Daniel to speak to me tears fill my eyes before anything happens Daniel whispered "wow are you are some slut your probably sleeping with all of them you whore" Before I knew it I got up and slapped him across face catching every one's attention tears streaming down my face I ran up stairs crying I ran into the bathroom and locked it I grabbed my razor blade and pills I wiped of the make up on my arm I scrapped the blade across my arm at least 20 time each arm and then took the pills out of the bottle when Harry broke the door down I looked up and he grabbed me trying to stop me from what I was doing everyone was watching as I screamed "NO STOP NO NO NO I WANT TO DIE PLEASE LET ME GO FUCK YOU DANIEL AND ALL YOUR FRIEND GIVE ME THE FUCKING PILLS" I felt light headed and fell down I slowly blacked out I could hear panic but I didn't care maybe I was finally going to die.
