November

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It's been a while since this all happened it's November and the guy who did this is in jail still and will be for a while. My friends have really been helping me through this all, they hold me when I'm upset come over if I need someone to talk to and stand up to anyone who dares to make fun of what happened. But I'm doing a lot better since then i rarely have flash backs anymore but I can't walk alone at night or be in a guys room or alone with a guy unless it's my best guy friend or my dad. I still do get freaked out by people behind me and partys because I'm scared itlll happen again. Theirs just one thing it's hard go sleep because when I close my eyes I feel his hands all over me I feel his gaze on my body and hear his whispers in head so I've been given things to help me sleep as well as a lock on my door so I feel safe. Even still I'd just like these thoughts to go away.
I'll keep everyone updated ❤️

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