I was walking out of starbucks and looking through instagram and I seen a picture of my best friend well I don't know anymore cause since he got casted as a character in IT as Eddie kaspbrack he has been so distant and someone opened the door to gamestop and it hit me and I spilled my unicorn frapachino.I looked up it was Jack and we made eye contact and he went to pick me up but he was with his new friends wich is the rest of the cast and they don't like me and I think Finn is his name said"dont help her up she has arms and legs"and Jack went with it and they all walked away and I heard them talking about me I just picked up my phone and walked home.The bad thing is he is my neighbor and they were all hanging out on his porch and Jack walked up to me and I was nervous cause I actually have a crush on him but he will never like me back and he said"hey I'm sorry for ignoring you and being distant but I think it is best we don't be friends"it felt like my heart dropped to my stomach and I cried and said"ok"and he asked"hey are you crying"I walked inside and closed the door and cried for awhile.Then I got a call from a random number and I looked over to my window and seen Jack and his friends prank calling me but I still awnsered.
Convo
M:hello
T:Jack will never like you so just kill your self
End of convo
I just hung up and I looked over again and see them laughing and peeking over to me and I left to the bathroom and got a blade and cut he will never like you from my forarm to wrist and didn't wash them and walked back to my room they were still looking into my room and there faces looked horrified and I cried and closed my crutin.
