Still the same~Chapter 1

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A/N:In this story Park Hyun Ae is the main character.

As I walk through my house,towards the door I went shards of glass were scattered around.I carefully walk to avoid any injuries,as I walk through it reminded me of yesterday.

My parents fought a lot,yesterday was the worst one yet.I couldn't eat dinner,as I lost my appetite as they shouted I locked myself in my room.I wish I could live a normal life,tears rolled down my cheeks that was still in pain after my father slapped me.

Memories that were dark I grew up,I couldn't play with my friends and they left me.I wish to forget all these dark times,but it will still haunt me.

After my thoughts,flashback I walked to school as my parents went to work yet to give my allowance.As I was walking someone surprised me,never failing to make my day better...Jung Cho Hee my BFF.

She was the first person I met in middle school,she is very friendly,kind and caring.
She gave me a warm smile and hugged me tightly.

"Good morning Park Hyun Ae!"she exclaimed as she held both of my hands.

"Good morning Jung Cho Hee"I greeted her with my most sincere smile.

Whenever Cho Hee was around,my emotional pain fades away.This was one of the reason I enjoy being with her,the feeling of being loved by one.

Through all the pain,I was very bubbly,carefree,caring.Passionate with my singing and dancing,additionally I was creative.

Sometimes I slept at her place,she lived in an average family but everything was soo bright in her house.When I return,my father starts canning me and my mum curse me being an idiot.

"You dumb ass girl!Where did you go yesterday?!"my father shouted as he push me to the wall with full force,he was a black belt in karate which made it even worse.

The house I stayed was once all bright,but now..everything was dark.My parents were struggling with finance,they were underpaid still...

Soon we went to school..

Not many years later,when we graduated from middle school.That day will be a day I will never forget,the day when Cho Hee passed on.She commited suicide,darkness took over me.

I wished and hoped,something good will come by that my life would change.Till..one day I stumped upon a flyer..a company that I never heard off besides SM,JYP and YG it was called "Big Hit Entertainment".

-Days skipped-

I snuck out of my house quietly,so that my parents would not beat me and that I could go to the audition.

I wore a coat with stripped black and white t-shirt,long jeans and high converse(red)ending of with my backpack.

I thought I would give it a try as I wanted to be an idol after all.As I entered the Big Hit entertainment building,most of them were male and I could not see any female auditioning.

"Are females not allowed to audition?"I questioned myself,I then look back at the flyer.

Big Hit Ent.
Hit It! Audition.

Attention all,do you sing or rap?Join the audition!If you win you will be a trainee under this entertainment,we are sure to make you feel comfortable.

From,
Bang PD

Note:Females are allowed(imagine is written small that people usually won't read the small details)

"I guess they(females)didn't see the bottom line,is pretty common anyways,"I told myself.

It was one of the tricks that businesses do,oh well.It took about 2 hours to get to the audition room,I did not mind as I did not want to return back to that dark house where I call home.

As I entered the audition room,I was surrounded by males.I was the only female in my row,we were greeted by a group of 7 members I honestly do not know who they are and Bang PD who was seating on the chair.

Bang PD:Hello I'm Bang PD nice to meet you

RM:Hello,I'm Kim Namjoon these are my "brothers"

Jin:Hello,I'm Kim Seokjin,eldest brother

Suga:Hello,I'm Suga or Min Yoongi whatever you wanna call me

J-hope:Hello,I'm Jung Hoseok I'm your hope and angel

JM:Hello,I'm Park Jimin

V:Hello I'm V/Taehyung

JK:Hello I'm the golden maknae,Jeon Jungkook

RM:Together all 7 of us are in a group call BTS

Honestly,I have never heard of them in my life..but anyways...

After all 7 of them introduced themselves Bang PD pointed at me,while whispering something to 1 of the members.I hope it is not to kick me out of the audition.

"You..follow us to a seperate room,"said Namjoon as he signaled me to walk to the other room with them.

They all sat around a white table,I looked beside me..I guess I am in their dance studio,I could see marks of shoe prints around.

As I stopped looking around like a lost soul,I introduced myself to them..I was pretty sure they were older than me.

"Hello,my name is Park Hyun Ae"I introduced myself to them,bowed and gave a warm smile afterwards.I put my coat aside.

They smiled back and let me audition...

I personally chose "Spring Day",I don't really know who or which group sang and rap the song.It just reminds me of Cho Hee that..left me one day,I could remember during our recess we would go up to the highest level of our school and enjoy the view.

We would normally eat up there, nobody usually goes there..cause they were lazy to climb up the flight of stairs unlike us.She would play "Spring Day" on her smart phone and it reminded of our conversation.

"The meaning behind this song,is to miss a friend at the ending of the MV it shows a pair of shoes tied on a tree branch to represent someone's death,"explained Cho Hee as she looked up at the sky.

"You are not going to do it right?Never?"I questioned as I was on the brink of tears.

"Hahah silly Hyun Ae,I wouldn't even do it cause I love you I don't wanna see you crying,"she answered giving me a warm smile and stroked my hair,so that I wouldn't worry about it and live on.

I breathe in and out,before I could start my singing.I sang from my heart sincerely,as I looked at the 7 of them 1 was amazed by me from his face expression.

I guess his name was Park Jimin?

As soon as I finished singing,they let me go out of the audition room.I left the building,as I was the exit..it was raining..

I did not seem to care,walking in the heavy pouring rain I did not care if I was wet at all.As I was walking...

"Park Hyun Ae!"exclaimed someone.

A familiar looking guy from a far came running towards me..

-End of chapter 1-

A/N:Hello I'm back!I am so sorry for the previous book,things got complicated and it was frustrating for me to think what happens next to be honest.I was really unsatisfied with the previous book,so I wrote this.

Update might be slow,please hang on as I need it to not be very rushy and I must feel satisfied for the chapters.

Credits to the original owner^(pic above)

I'm excited for the upcoming events!Hopefully they get enough rest though...anyways stay awesome readers!

-angeljm95-

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