Coins

Oceans

I'm really starting to get sick of having people I love on the other side of the world. Everytime I miss someone I can't just call them and meet up, oh no, I have to turn on my Skype or go on my Facebook and chat with them through a virtual screen until one day either one of us can't take it anymore and we just stop and forget cause it's so easy to do that when you're an ocean away, it's so easy to forget. I started to forget, I forgot for a little while and it felt good, oh so good and I  guess it was a relief but at the same time it was a burden because I couldn't have you to myself anymore. Then you pop into my dream and suddenly you start to feel just out of my reach again because we aren't talking anymore and so I can't do anything to fix the ache inside my heart like I used to, fix the hole that's gaping wide open because you don't want to talk to me anymore anyway. You probably don't even remember me. Why would you when it's useless anyway. I should forget. I should. It's hard though.