hope you enjoy my trash.some people think it is good
QUESTIONS #1
Why does he have the nerve to bring it to me
why does he think I should be happy to see it
how does it make him happy to bring such a thing to me
#2
The people I thought were my friends,
why did they yell at me
it was indeed a pleasant sight
but why then did it uncover such rage within me
why can I hide such rage so well
I guess its a good thing
but is it...
#3
When will this stop
the voices in my head scream
they protest against this tiny being
why can its wondering eyes look at me with such love
can it not see the monster I'm hiding
#4
I never want it to know of me
but why
I never want it to know it caused such rage
but why
I know it will figure it out someday
but when
I have so many questions swimming in my head
all born from rage
when, why, how, what
what drove me to this point
when did it start
when will it finish
why me, why am I like this
how can I stop
... I guess we'll never know
