OG Boysquad Imagines

Dreams • J.D.G

"Hey you okay from the injury?" I asked him. "Yeah I'm fine it's just my lower back that's a little sore but I'm fine." He responded. I smiled and nodded my head.

There was an awkward silence and I looked around the green field were talking at. I see two of my friends looking at us I just rolled my eyes, "hey you wanna go somewhere a little more private?" I asked.

He looked behind him and nodded. We went behind a some huge sign. There we didn't talk either. I looked at him then grabbed his face and kissed him. He kissed back and I slightly opened my eyes to see he was crying. And so was I. We hugged each other while we both let out our tears. "I missed you so much y/n. I love you." He said.

I opened my eyes as I heard my alarm go off. I turn it off and turn around in my bed realizing it was another dream. I pull up the covers to my neck let out one tear.

Then another.

And another.

I wiped them away and went to get ready for school. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I went into my bedroom and put on a sweater then jeans. I put my hair in a bun then put on my shoes and backpack then left to school.

The cold air hit my bare face for I didn't put on makeup. I knew I was gonna go into the bathroom and cry later what's the point of makeup?

I put in my ear buds and walked to school.

That black hole you feel in your chest that keeps being sucked back in there.

I listened to music as I saw my school slowly approaching me. I sighed as I reach the gate and walk in. I saw him smiling and laughing with his friends and I made eye contact but looked away really fast.

The bell rings and I quickly walk to my first period. I saw him walk into his class and looked down trying to avoid him. I sit in my seat and take out my things for class. There I sit in class but can't concentrate. Bell after bell after bell. Class after class after class.

It was the last class of the day. Class with him. I couldn't help but look at him when he walked in. And sat down in his seat.

"I missed you so much y/n. I love you."

His words from my dream looped in my head while I stared at my blank paper. I missed him. I missed his soft lips and loving hugs. I miss having deep conversations with him every night. I miss the 'I love you's' and talking about our future.

We did all of those things. But now I just sit here wishing I had all those things back. I grab a bathroom pass and raise my hand. "Yes y/n?" The teacher asks. "Could I use the bathroom?" I asked and he nodded.

I got up and walked to the bathroom. Going into a stall and locking it. I instantly start sobbing I cover my mouth knowing my sobs are loud.

I wipe my tears and open the stall and look at myself in the mirror. Ew. I wipe my face with water then walk back to my class. I open the class door and all eyes went on me. Especially him. I made eye contact with him and read his face fast.

He knew something was wrong but he won't ask. He never does.

"I love you"

Sorry this was short and really crappy. I rushes this but this is sort based off of a dream I had last night so I decided to write and publish it. Sorry a lot didn't happen I'll probably make a part two but idk.