Aki Live! (Yuri on Ice Fanfiction)

Harm - Part 2

Victor's POV

Naomi and Aki had disappeared into the female changing room, to stop the bleeding. I was huggibg Yuri, who was obvious in distress. I was too, but he was so much worse than me. "I thought she was getting better," he mumbled.

"She's done this before?" I asked, probably sure if it, but I wasn't well aware of the details. He nodded.

"It was her first year of middle school, and my last. The only time we were on the same school," he started telling me the story. "She fainted in class, everyone just thoight it was due to a panic attack, but there was blood staining her clothing. They needed to call me out of class so I could help take her to the hospital for her to get medicine treatment." I didn't know how bad it needed to be be for it to lead to that, but it was obviously tramatizong to my love.

"Would it make more comftorable of you could keep any eye on her?" I asked thinking about it. We had an extra room in the flat. Aki could stay with us if it made Yuri at ease, and help her.

"Would you be alright with that?" He asked, looking up at me with those beautiful eyes.

I nodded, placing a kiss on his forehead. "I was the one who offered it, besides, she's already like a sister to me." When Aki and her coach left the changing room, obviously done with practice for that day she had a stoic look on her face.

"I'll text my roommate to put my stuff together," she sighed. We honestly forgot how good her hearing had become.

"If you need help, call me," Naomi said, handing Yuri a peice of paper, containinf a phone number. "Aki, no skatong until those scars are healed. I will be checking, so don't try to hide it. And please, just talk to someone. We want to help." None of this effected her. She must be so used to it at this point. In her free hand was her bag which I knew contained her skates. She held them out to her coach.

We all refused to take them from her. She hissed something in Japanese and Yuri took them from her. Naomi walked with us until we got to my car. I was driving, Yuri was in the passanger seat and Ako was in thw back. She showed me the address of her apartment, and then ignored us for rest of the time.

I was sorta surprised to find how close she lived to us. It wad only two blocks away. She hopped out of the car the moment she heard me put it in park. She obviously didn't enjoy anything going on. "Aki," Yuri yelled, following his siter. I quickly turned off the car and followed after the Japanese siblings.

We didn't even get to enter the building before a group of three approached Aki. They just brought her into a hug. "We're sorry," they were all telling her, showing just how much regret they had. Shd hugged them back. I noticed all their arms, as they hadn't been wearing jackets, and scars similar to Aki's. Some thick, some lighter.

"I should have left you guys help, besides doing it behind your back," Aki also apologized. The othef girl with firey read hair shook her head.

"We shouldn't have left you alone, we know what its like," she said. Her sadness instantly turned into anger. "But what did you even use? We took away anything sharp."

She sighed in disapointment. "My skates," she confessed, shocking all of us. That would explain why she wanted them taken away.

"Its so cold," one of the guys complained breaking the silence. "Im going back in, see ya at school Aki." He messed up his shorter friend's hair and went inside. Aki smirked at his actions.

"Alright, I got everythibf you asked for," the girl said, handing over a diffle bag to her friend, "But I didn't know what instruments you needed, so I only got Vilonia, but Nate insisted on being Rin with too." She was then handed a violin case and a guitar case. "I didn't pack any red, so if you see red it's probably blood," she warned us. "Now you petter come to school, we need to annoy Mr. Markz with you knowing all the answers. And I prosmise not to burn down the apartment."

"You better not," Aki teased her friend, "If I need anythibf else I'll text you."

"If you need someone to talk to I'm always there, any of us are," the girl told her friend, "Well Nate will probably just listen, but that's all the ever dose."

"Yeah," the other guy was offended by this statement. Yuri and I wefe just awkwardly standinf their watching her interact with her friend. The u were much more on even tearms than she was with Koni, but not as close as she was with Yuri.

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Yuri had ran out to get something, leaving Aki and I alone. She was sittinf on the floor, writtibf music. "You're not gonna question me? Or freak out, Yuri's gone now, I won't tell him," she seemed sour about something.

I was confused about her tone. I've never heard something like it come from her, not even towards JJ. "Why would I?" I questioned, knowing she was pretty open about her thinking.

"Cause everyone else dose," she sighed, setting down a pencil and pulling at the single headphone she had in. "The moment anyone find out I'm hurtinf myself the start screaming at me. The second time they just feel worried. The third timd they feel pity. I know its bad, I try to stop. But I want to feel something." I was confused by that statement. It didn't take long for her to continue. "I sorta don't really feel anything. I should be sad, but I'm not. Somsthing that has always scared me has no effect on me. When I should be happy, nothing. The only thing I feel is the pain." She was staring down to the music with dark eyes. It could be easy doing anythong she loved without feelings.

"Do you know why?" Her head snapped up at me. She looked at me in wonderment. Like she's been waiting for some long for that one question, but no one has asked it she nodded her head, blushing in embarrassment as she told me. She made me promise not to tell anyone. I wasn't sure if I should though.