My Feelings

To My Favorite Ex

Dear Favorite Ex,

I remember that day you asked me out. I was with my bestfriend in your classroom. We were talking and my best friend left and went to the bathroom and she didn't come back we. We we're talking and then you asked me "Would you go out with me?" I said "yeah" I didn't know then that that day would have affected  my heart the way it did.
On September 6, 2017 was the day that started CZ4L.

That day you gave me your tan jacket piece from your coat that you sometimes wear. I remember liking it because of the softness on the inside and the smell that is got from you. You said it was your "natural scent" but i just couldn't believe that because is just smells so good to be someone's "natural scent". I remember one week I kept your jacket that whole week. I barely took it off. I slept in it a couple of nights.

I told you my problems and you actually listened. Even tho you are serious most days. You have a funny side too. But the side I loved bout you the most was your sensitive side. It was the side that not alot of people saw.

But the Monday me and you finnaly got put in to each other homerooms. You had to tell my best friend that you want to break up with me.

I wasn't upset because you wanted to break up but because you couldn't do it yourself.

I was I had the guts to tell you this before you transfferred. I know I never said I love you but I felt it. I know I never kissed that was because I couldn't find the right time and right place.

I 💗 YOU
     
                             Xoxo
                            Zoe