who knew.

end of the day

School was fine today because "IT" talked to me today "IT" just wanted to check the date but that was everything because I felt like we were the only 2 People on Earth, floating across space holding hands hugging almost kissed but someone interrupted me telling "IT" it was 11/10/17 so I just shut down and became more depressed and I truly hated when someone hugs "IT" I just feel like I'm more dead then I'll ever be after being dead I started walking out of the school then pulled my phone out trying to listen to music depressing music of course telling myself how everyone was fake because I have nobody to talk to....I opened my door to my house and remember how yesterday ended up looking like.... everything was a mess I put my backpack away then did my homework after doing my homework for 30 minutes I went down stairs to clean up the mess my parents had yesterday because my dad hit my mom so after doing that I took my phone to the bathroom started putting loud music on then took out my blades behind the crack on the wall because I remember hitting my head so hard I put a hole through the wall because my parents were fighting and yes I bleed but I didn't care....then I grabbed my blade and put up my sleeves up then I put the blade across my skin then slowly moving down with the tip because the tip was the Sharpest part of the blade then slowly pushing down my skin so I can feel my skin peeling or should I say ripping apart then seeing the blood I truly hated my parents so I did it harder and harder to feel the pain across my skin remember if I died or ran away.