Today I came to the conclusion that I am not likeable to a majority of the population. I don’t know what I did. Yesterday I approached a group of girls that i’ve talked to a few times before and they ignored my presence and walked away. Everyone always tells me I need to try to be “more out there”, but I do try. Every single day I attempt to talk to people and make new friends, but they all shoot me down. I feel ridiculous sitting by myself in my 7th hour, looking like I have nobody. Well, that’s how I feel. In school, i’m so alone. I’m a loser. Out of school, everything’s different. I have my wonderful friend, Karlee, that is always there for me when I need her. I have my handsome, loving boyfriend, Nick, that is and always will be my best friend and the love of my life. I have my dad, who is one of my biggest inspirations in life. He’s done so much for me and i’m forever grateful. And then there’s Isiah. He has muscular dystrophy. He’s only 3 years old and he’s so smart and so strong, in the mental sense. There are so many other people, but in the end, those 4 have always made my life better. I wish I had them with me at school to help me get through the day, but I don’t. 2 more years and I can be done with these people. I can be done feeling like i’m so alone. I can start living my life.
